I have to put up with the very woman that made me take the red pill. In many ways I am hugely grateful that she opened my eyes but she doesn't deserve one minute of my time and I can't do anything to avoid her.

Being around her trips my blue pill triggers. I'm constantly catching myself.

It would help if she stopped acting like she loves me. I know she doesn't understand the concept of love at all. The behaviors I see from her are all just a mask to feed that needy little girl that never got her father's affection.

The red pill is bitter and hard to keep down, but it's nowhere near as bad as the alternative.