How come from 16 to 25 I plowed and plowed. I was labeled a womanizer. But still every girl and there mother would let me hit, all while saying "all you care about is sex". Men, I have used sex in a disposable way. I've cheated on some great women. But yet at around 26/27.. with alot of reflection I just didn't see sex how I used to. I've used it to hurt people. That's all I wanted to do for a extended period of time. But then my ex kept complaining about me not wanting to have sex. When the hell did this switch? So for a better part of my life sex wasn't everything. Now that I realize that. Still not doing it right? Guess that's why I should go my own way. The world's to confusing. Up is down.. girls are boys.. or what ever there pronoun is.. boys are basically girls. When does the ride stop and become reality once again? What the hell is reality anyway?