I’ve really been struggling with some things you all would undoubtedly be familiar with. The hardest thing is that I feel like I can’t get in a relationship, being that the chance of divorce and it’s consequences would be life ruining. All I’ve ever wanted is a family, and without someone to share life with Nothing is worth living for. What’s the point of being happy, or enjoying anything, if I’m always alone. I feel completely alienated from society, ignored and silenced. I don’t know what to do, except kill myself, which my spiritual beliefs prohibit.