The red pill over the last year unfortunately has desegregated into a woman hating group with useless information that in the end helps nobody. Im here today to share my story and clear up some things in order to help some angry youth. Take everything you read here with a grain of salt since its only from my perspective and reality changes from person to person even if the input is the same. But i will give you some advice that i will guarantee you will work, and feel free to ask any questions.
ps (Its gonna be a long ass read but its i think is worth reading feel free to skip the backstory and head towards the guidelines , Sorry for my english as it's not my native language)
Prologue: Humble beginnings
The things i am about to say will sound fucking insane, but fuck it i hope it helps some people out there.
A little background on me, grew up a loser, bullied, the whole nine yards. I was what would u cal here an 'omega' male, which for your information is just a stereotype had some benefits and some negatives. I left my home country, and i moved in with my sister which lived in another country. My sister was working the shittiest bar in town but it provided me with an amazing opportunity to hone my social skills and become a better conversationalist. This allowed me to unconsciously improve my frame. Furthermore, i got a job, became self sufficient slowly slowly one step at a time. I took up multiple hobbies such as skating, taught myself how to play the guitar, started working out and partied a lot. This made my frame way stronger. Fast forward a year later my best friend which we will call H cause this is the internet DUH!! came to the country i was living in order to live a better life (This will be important later on). Finally entered college. My first year was an amazing experience. I was holding the momentum that i got from all those experiences and i used that to become the 'top dog' in the class, had all the parties was the top student etc.. Finally girls started going crazy over me but unfortunately due to inexperience with women and apathy i had no idea i became an 'Alpha' . Anyhow my best friend H moved in with another mate which i will call A. A is an extremely interesting case. I guess you can call him the local Chad down at Papa Jones ( Will be extremely important later on). Before this i had no idea of game, how to get girls i was totally clueless. I was in a great time in my life so naturally i wanted to find a girlfriend and with the encouragement of my friend H i decided to learn how to get girls. Thus i found the red pill. Naturally i read the sidebar learned about shit test and compliance test. A few days later my mind was fucking blown away when a girl compliance tested me. My whole world was blown. I couldn't believe it. Anyhow didn't think about that much, focused more on my school work and exams. Did extremely well, my confidence grew and so did my SMV.
Chapter 1: Transformation
Summer time arrived went back to my home country and i was all in getting ready to get some pussy. Thus i started talking to girls anywhere i could with moderate to good success. Things were going amazing, for my taste, i was extremely happy, i was finding the checklist that women use in order to discern if you are an Alpha or not. After my summer vacation, I went back to the country i lived and 2 of my good friends visited me there. We had an amazing time and we were going completely crazy mode in terms of consuming alcohol. The third arrives, and we decided to pop some LSD in the forest. LSD was an amazing experience and something amazing happened during my LSD trip. I tripped and i saw that growing up i was supposed to be An Alpha. Furthermore, i tripped that when ever im in a social situtation i should do my best and give value to the others and not take it. Lastly i believe that LSD allowed my to use the 'social' part of my brain.
Chapter 2: Snake friend
My friends left the country i live and i went back to school during september. Things were going great, i was becoming a leader but still deep down inside i was an 'omega male' which implies that i wasn't comfortable with it. While this time a class mate of mine, lets call him B started trying to get closer to me. Turns out this guy, was trying to 'AMOG' me, i didn't take him long to figure out that i was the 'lowest' one in the food chain. And he did everything in his power to expose me. One day we went out together at a party and he brought two girl friends of his. One of the girls after 3 mins of introduction started to shit test me instantly. To be honest i didn't even recognise it because i would say i was still a beginner. His face was full of surprise because he couldn't figure why. He was certain i was the lowest. Anyhow i passed a few of her test's we got a bit flirty but he cockblocked me by breaking my frame infront of her. My chances died instantly.
Chapter 3: Enjoying the high
Around this time i was hanging out with another social circle. I felt right at home here, was extremely respected and was contending for the AMOG role with another male which we will call M. M was really cool and we got along extremely well. It was like finding my soul mate. Anyhow i beat him because he was completely reacting to me while i was not even flinching. There i meet the girl lets call her J. J was a HB 10. Simply put she was the queen. The hottest bitch i have ever seen. But i didn't give a fuck. Thus i had the horrible idea to try to get with her.
Chapter 4: Awereness
October comes and i was learning how to use the social part of my brain quite well. During this time something major happend in my life, i was getting kicked out of the place i was currently residing. Luckily my friend H was moving out of his place so there was a free room to live with A. Everything was going my way, was top of my game top of my SMV and i hit 'GOD' mode. Damm that was amazing. Finally, i became aware of the game. I don't know how exactly, but when a girl shit tested me in this state i could feel it in my gut, i could hear the underlying meaning in all a sentence and i was also aware how my words affected my social standing. Turns out there is a social hierarchy in all group situations. Hierarchies are formed through 'testing' and theres literally a ranking, most are just not aware of it. Alphas don't only have a strong frame but also are able to understand subtext. The bottom line is, women communicate in a different way. Not just through underlying meaning but through the use of the bodies. To be honest i didn't even realise what was happening in the moment. I thought it was psychosis or something from the LSD. Anyhow didn't give it much thought.
Chapter 5: Moving in with A
During November i moved in with A. A now is an extremely interesting case. From affar he is the perfect Alpha male. He has everything a guy could imagine. He is tall, ripped and incredibly attractive. He is notch count is possibly over two fucking hundred. But as you know life is a cold bitch and theres always a catch. My alpha 'powers' grew and naturally there can be only one Alpha in the house. Long story short, i beat him in the start using the powers i was got. He qualified to me, and i pulled him in my frame. He wanted my approval. During this time i was gaming the perfect 10 but due to inexperience i fucked it up and got too emotionally invested. Through her rejection i lost my momentum and thus i lost my confidence/powers and i also got ostracised from my other social circle. I became really weak for a time. During this time A smelled my weakness and pulled me in his frame. I didn't care that much, but i was became really really weak. My 'frame' reverted back to omega status cause of the hit i took.
Chapter 6: A beast hiding in plane site
During this time i was hanging out with A a lot. Little did i know what was about to follow. He was trying to teach my how did be a better man but at the same time i smelled something fishy was going on. He would give subtle compliance test's all the time. It was like he was trying to get control over me. One day we were having dinner with his main plate (HB 100) and he was compliance testing me to show that he had dominance over me. I kinda raged a bit and started trying to break his frame. Didn't work at all and probably either the biggest mistake of my life or best i don't know yet. Turns my 'friend' A is a fucking NPD. A fucking bordeline man. I wasn't ready to deal with the hatred that resides within a fucking NPD at the tender age of 21. I apologised to him subtle infont of his mian plate but he wasn't having any. He saw me as a threat to be exterminated. It didn't take him long to figure out that my psychological archetype is omega (or frame). Little did i know thought that he was trying to reprogram me and destroy my sense of self. I realised what was happening but it was to late that damage was done. Thus i had to options, move out or go MAD (mutual assured destruction). Growing up being bullied i decided that i had enough running away and i had the fucking great idea of taking this beast on. Didn't know what i was thinking really extrmeley bad idea but no regrets. So we were locked in this conflict for over 4 months. It was basicly him trying to pit his group against me and me trying to destroy his most important thing, his social value. Fucking horror story come to be honest. After the fourth month he had enough and decided to kick me out.
Chapter 7: Losing my mind
After 4 months of constant mental abuse i started losing my sense of self. My grades dropped, i lost my 'standing' at school and at the same time i had to find a new place to live. Long story short he won. Period. I was completely broken inside. During February i moved out of that place and i was lucky enough to find my own place. Im not going to lie this was by far the toughest moments in my life. I went through multiple mental illnesses which included major depression, anxiety, panic attacks and mood swings. God the fucking mood swings were the worst. It was like being in a holocoaster of hell. During this time i hit my lowest low but i started realising something really important. My best friend of 6 years H is a fucking natural Alpha male. I never realised, sitting right next me. Turns out he beat my NPD roommate with ease. He confirmed what i experienced during when i got my 'alpha' powers that it was real. The game is real guys fuck me. He also neutralised quite a few times with the 'You are a cool guy' line but looking at it back it didn't work on me. During this period i was in constant extreme pain. The pain was so much, everybody around me realised that something was wrong. I went from an extremely hyper extroverted person to a depressed introvert. Girls stopped didn't like me anymore. Things were hopeless. I was crying a lot, like for hours and hours on end. My mood was changing all the time. I accepted defeat and i was honestly ready to die.
Chapter 8: Recovery Mode
Here i was, a completely broken down person with no possible future and just a hair away of being locked up in a mental hospital. It was too close. Naturally i went home to get some rest. My other best friend who also turns to be also an alpha male saw me and he realised that something was wrong. I told him what happend and he told me not to tell a soul. For some kind of reason he wasn't aware of the game. Anyhow i went back to the country i lived and i was trying to recover and trying to forget all about this. Things looked bleak though. I was destroying relationships left and right. I was almost left alone. But my close friends didn't give up on me which included my sis and H. Although my relationship with H was slowly and slowly deteriorating. Finally it became really hostile, where he started insulting me quite a lot. During the end of march two of our close friends from my close country came to visit H and me.
Chapter 9: Greatest Moment of my life
During this time, i was slowly and slowly getting better but things were slow. At the 24th of march when my friends came me and H had an incredible heated argument and i left. But while i was living i decided to go back and push. Thus i went back and joined my friends. For some kind devine reason i started feeling better when i spent the whole day with them. It was like i learned how to be act with a group. To put the group needs above all. i go home wake up the next day and on the 25th of match i became a true alpha male. I dont know how i dont how what exactly happend but it was like i was energised through the group. My frame became huge, nothing could phase me. On the 25th of march i fucked my first girl in 3 years that i met in the metro. For some kind of reason all the behaviours of an alpha male where included in me. Everything came out naturally.
Chapter 10: Hard ass lesson learned
In the upcoming days i spent a small group of friends concluded and i started leading them. Subconcious acceptance is an intense feeling, top two things together with LSD i have ever done. I became really strong emotionally and i realised one important thing, you need to naturally have this behaviours otherwise crack will occur. During this time my friend H slowly realised what happend. He was shocked. We fixed our relationship, and we also had a small dominace fight. I won. Put it simple i was another league. I didn't even have to do much, it was like he knew subconsciously and he started showing beta traits. Anyhow he came and stayed at my place and he ended up cleaning my house :) was pretty cool payback definitely desserved it. Im not going to lie it went away after about a month But i have gained an extremely valuable experience which im going to provide to you down below in what i have learned when i became a true alpha male and how you can naturally achieve this .
Today: After the mode went away, i made a steady full recovery, im about 90% there, things are still pretty hard and i still have a long way to go. Im a bit lost at the momment since im naturally questioning everything i know after this experiences.
Guidlines :
a) Frame: It has been mentioned before Frame is everything and this is true. Now what is frame exactly. Frame to put it simply is your emotional state. Humans are not rational actors but are dictated by their emotions. Your frame is solid when nobody can fuck with your emotional state. When you achieve a solid emotional state whereas nothing bothers you, you become congruent and extremely thought logic oriented. You stay grounded, focused and cool which allows you to become a better person. You strengthen your emotional state by undertaking challenges and coming out clean.
b) The alpha male control the rules of reality. You achieve this effect by creating a system in your home. Try to set rules in your house, for example wires go with wires, organise things in an order and there always a spot for your keys wallet and phone. When people transgress this boundaries you let them know.
c) Assertiveness has also been mentioned a lot of times in this sub. Now assertiveness is the ability to put urself in the other persons shoes by using empathy in order to create a win-win scenarios for you and others. (Women love this)
d) Focus: You have to be focused in what you are doing at all times no matter what, stay in the present and don't let your mind drift. You can achieve this by meditating.
e) Giving. Giving is an extremely important factor. Within this sub giving is frowned upon. But you need to give back. You do this by attaining a position of power and giving back with out requiring something in return, just to make peoples life better.
f) What are we eating ? (How the game starts with women) The alpha male controls the all the recources in regards to food. Always make sure your guest are well fed when they are with you.
g) How to make a girl horny: Take her home with you and cook for her and make her watch. Women get horny when they see their man go through challenges. They easiest way to do this is to go to the shop lead her around have a plan and successfully cook for her.
H) Emotional intelligence: Work on recognising the emotions of the people around you and try to respect them and take them into account because don't forget humans are creatures of emotions.
I) Be selfish. In worse case scenarios whereas theres no other way put yourself first at all costs. It is what it is.
j) Know the thinking of others. Alphas are able to recognise the thinking processes of others. It's like you can read their mind. Really weird, only thing i can't explain.
k) What is game? Game is the hidden reality that resides in the subtext in the back of the room. Its the reality of speaking through actions.
L) Alphas are also extremely empathetic towards women, i repeat stop hating them, your anger is getting the better of you
m) Alphas care deeply about the people around them but they don't give a flying fuck on how the are perceived.
n) Study and apply stoicism, no discussion
Epilogue
To conclude, unlike most believe the alpha comes from a good place, of respect for yourself and others. The bottom line is that most people are good, not all but most. We all have a social obligation to make the world a better place. Stop hating on women and become a better person. Focus on learning, gaining experience and this things will naturally occur. By the way an amazing author on this sub is Woujo (Notice me Senpai) i recommend reading his stuff, he has things figured out spot on 100%. I feel extremely vulnerable putting this thing out there. Cross fingers it gets down voted to hell. Good luck !
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