Came across a thread where a member said one of his red flags was a girl who makes serious exclamations for the intent of drama "wow." "I can't even" "really?" Etc.

That describes my mother and my sister to a tee. I went to a party last night and ran into my sister (since trp we dont talk. I keep it brief) who asked me about some tv show. I said I hadn't seen it. Her reply was "it's ok" in a tone as if she was putting me down. I called her out on it now that I notice this behavior. But having grown up around that it's not shocking to realize these manipulative/drama/crazy girls I am drawn to because of my own mothers behavior. It feels natural and I find myself engaging in it and deflecting their shit tests. But passing shit tests from crazies is still failing in my book.

On that same note, I have been drawing in feminists. I naturally engage them too. We can have full and rich conversations back and forth as if I know them well. And this is where I get concerned; the side buzz haircuts dudes hate I get super turned on by that. I think it's the amount of self loathing of their feminine body I see invested. As if to say "don't treat me like a woman. Treat me like a play thing."

One of my main issues at the moment with game is my arousal. When I first started trp I had 2 hookups that ended in ED. Her pussy in my face did not stimulate me. But these manipulative and broken chicks do by appearance and personality alone.

They say don't put your dick in crazy. But what does it say about the man who consistently puts his dick in it?

I think I have some serious sexual psychology issues and I don't know if game will address these issues if I keep at it. The attraction to a female who loathes her femininity is borderline homosexual. A truly primal alpha man would fuck for the sake of spreading his seed and gratification. I don't find these girly types attractive at all. I don't engage them well.

Anyone else is the same boat? Anyone have discovered a solution?