Summary: Apparently as of late, I've been kind of nexting girls on a whim when I don't follow through with what I had imagined in my head.

Take today for instance, I saw this girl, she was sitting next to me, and I just had the urge to talk her up and at least K-close in 5 mins top.

About myself. 22M. 5ft 11, 150 odd lbs, college soon to be graduate. Great people skills, and somewhat adept in understanding social situations. My problem is, I've always been "weird" so people say. Their have been many women in my life, but not many that I've fucked. Some reason though, they all want me, I just could never "seal the deal".

I am only seeking casual sex with females. Not really regarding LTR's, as I get "bored" with women easily, and enjoy my freedom.

Story:

I went up to a girl got her number and lightly brushed her. She then pulled back a bit, so later on I told her I'd text her (ended up deleting her number instead). I feel I did this for one of two reasons: 1. I didnt K-close and 2.I assessed her interest by applying kino, if she kept her arm their, she's interested. Otherwise, she wasn't.

Additional: It has also been a problem with my text game, as I find it time-consuming to text women for any other purpose other than to tell them come over. My mistake with this is that I do this out the gate. I understand women communicate covertly, however, my problem is that I dont really care(lol). However, the women are still interested in me, but once they declined once, I cut contact with them.

Conclusion: Is there a reason, why I do this? Is this anger phase, Depression phase, etc? Has anyone else experienced this in their life? If so, whats your advice?

Also, I've been having sporadic angry moments, not anything serious, but just wanting to punch and hit something from time to time, and yes I have been lifting.

Thanks