Every year in my birthday, there's no hugs, gifts or friends visits (cause i dont have any) Usually my mother made some dinner and we eat cake.

This year didn't happen, i was like invisible, there were no dinner or cake, i tried to pretend nothing happen, but since last night i feel so bad, today i didnt go to my shitty job cause i feel so bad.

Is this normal guys? or should i suck it up?

Thank you