Hello

4ish weeks ago I took this thot on a date. Shes a sorority slut but I am a low SMV guy (short, fat and ugly Indian with autism. Not in a fraternity and poor) so I took her anyways. I know for a fact shes easy and her N-count is north of 30-35 so I was excited to get my dick wet. We went to my favorite bar. Made her pay for round 2. Had a blast: I was on point. From strangers who had met only once we went on to being pretty close together like my hand on her ass and me pulling her hair a few times and pulling her close to me a few times as we played darts with other drunk ppl(this is a pretty cool bar). After 2hrs of fun, we walk out and i ask her to give me her phone so we can call an uber. She asked me where we were going and I said "XYZ, isn't that where u live?" She said yes but I'm not coming along. I just said uh huh and called uber and we went to the apartment. Anyways, on the way she mentioned twice that "nothing will happen tonight" and I just ignored. We got out and she won't even let me follow her into the building! She stopped me put her hand on my chest and said, "newThrowaway, I really like u but i want to take things slow" After a few minutes, I gave up said goodnight and walked home(only 5-7 mins away).

I was pissed but didnt show to her. She fucked these frat guys for free and I get a "take things slow". Shes not even hot, she just has tits. No ass whatsoever. I have a better ass than her. She texted me next morning "good morning" and I replied at night after 16ish hours and we texted for 5 mins before I muted her.I ghosted her for 5-6 days. then she saw me on campus, said hi and I just told her that I am too busy to talk. I think she got the message because she sent me a massive text explicitly calling me a loser. Didnt reply.

This incident really fucked with me because everyone tells me that I am not cool enough and frat guys are cool thats why they get girls. I've let go of this incident and moved on but today I saw her on campus and I had an immediate desire to punch her in the fucking face for telling me she wanted to take things slow. I just walked past and gave a courtesy smile: kept my headphones in, didn't stop to talk. how can I stop letting this anger towards her affect me? I don't want anything to do with her but the fact she rejected me and considered me for beta bucks but literally fucked half the fraternity row for free really fucks with my head.