I’ve been reading TRP for about a year now. I used to exhibit numerous beta behaviors but managed to break out of those habits. It’s my first year in college, and being quite honest, I’m starting to get sick of hooking up with girls I have no interest in, (other than sex). Sex doesn’t hold as much value as it used to. I used to have this idea that I would only stay single until I’ve reached my maximum SMV. However as of late that idea sounds increasingly depressing. The idea of engaging in a LTR is something new and exciting. I do have a particular girl in mind. I guess I’m just wondering what the people in the manosphere think of this. Am I falling into the trap of oneitus or do I actually crave something different and serious?