I understand TRP concepts. They are within me. I have seen them in action. The problem is my blue pill tendencies. Here's how it goes. Start off as blue pill, something doesn't work out with relationships or people, and I shift to TRP. Then of course, things start to go well. But then... my blue pill tendencies come back with me thinking "I did it" I met the one, or I can be COMPLETELY honest about my feelings...

I don't think I need to write what happens next. It doesn't work out, I get frustrated head towards TRP again super motivated.... And then the cycle repeats itself over and over...

I really need advice to FULLY COMMIT. To not get caught up in the fallacies that this time it is different or I should be my true blue pill self, I need to internalize it to a level that it becomes who I am. I want to do that.

It seems like a read a book like No More Mr Nice Guy get motivated, act on it for a couple of weeks and then back to the blue pill.

I truly understand that Red Pill is the way.