Hello fellow redpillers.

I am in this relationship and from what I can say is that we both love each other, but there is one problem. I feel sometimes too insecure and sometimes develop this inferiority complex. My girlfriend has never been with somebody and neither have I. We both have our issues (as people) and still are developing as Humans.

She in the past has used a sex toy and I as a man want to be better than it. She has once mentioned a previous crush of hers and it drove me wild....I feel inferior I feel like I have to be this perfect lover and man.

We talked about the sex toy thing and she has told me that I am better...but part of me feels like she is only telling me this to make me feel better.

And when it comes to previous crushes she was like...this is an akward conversation...which it kinda was.....

How do I get rid of this feeling of inferiority and self doubt as a man....is she shit testing me talking about other men? What should I do?

Please red pill I need your help!