This is a personal post, so expect subjective views. One thing I hold dearly with all of RP principles is this, take what you can and apply it to your situation. I have been on RP for a while, so I understand the principles. I have never had a gf/ I am still a virgin, but I have done everything except for losing my virginity (with women). Here is my question. I understand that MGTOW is mainly taken by those who believe blackpill standards and have low drive so they make excuses to not get women, but I currently believe in some derivative of MGTOW. The thing is, I don't necessarily see the need for a girlfriend/trying to get laid. I dont have T problems, I have a decently high smv (18 year old at college, I would say my smv is soft 8). I get frequent IOIs from smv 5-8.5 women (8.5+ is hard to find where I am at). Here is one crucial part of my philosophy, and a highly subjective one: I want to lose my virginity to either an LTR or an 8+/10. I have decided this, because when I look back at myself I dont want to say I had a ONS to lose my virginity (I see this is a point of maturity). But here is the thing, although I like women's appearance, thats really all they offer to me. Considering an economic tradeoff, I dont think its worth the time and investment. I have decently high confidence (when compared to my peers) so cold approaching is not too big of a problem. I just believe I should go in my own way, and if I appear to like someone that I meet it could be a good start to a relationship. Call me beta, or whatever, but I don't see the purpose of sleeping around with 30 women at this age. In your opinion, is my mindset wrong? What error am I making, or is there any message that may enlighten me to change my current philosophical outlook?