Suddenly, our nice comfy world doesn’t seem as stable and assuring as it used to be. Employment is no longer guaranteed due to lay offs. He still has a job, but the knife came treacherously close today.
To say that I’m scared shitless is an understatement.
Our last battle with employment left me less than confident about his ability to find a job, but I know that was long ago, and he’s a different person now. I know this, but it still nags my brain. “Remember last time? When you had to basically kick him in the ass to get it done? Get prepared, girlfriend. Winter is coming.”
Ok, a Google Image Search for “Winter is Coming” produced this, along with the Game of Thrones pic I was originally looking for. I’m gonna go with this, because it made me giggle despite the subject of this post.
I need some quiet prayer and meditation. I wish I was still taking yoga (we had to cut it out of the budget to make room for formula for the twins). I need to make myself busy so I don’t suddenly break down in tears like I’m doing right now. I need some physical comfort, but The Red Bitch showed up today, and downstairs is a disaster zone. Nice timing, bitch!
Calm down, woman!
