Sometimes I wish I was antisocial. It must be satisfying on some level minus constantly getting in trouble. People are only allowed to attack eachother verbally. Some are very good at it.
I have become somewhat bulbous, but at the same time succulent. Everybody says I look like a man now or I've been working out! Like 5 different people! Also that is 4-8 pounds I could be using to defend myself in a tussle.
First there are incels. Then there are serial daters/LTRers who experience endless issues. Then there are people who find "the one" and live happily ever after. James Sexton talks about them. I always what the proportion is of each. My guess is that the last category is less than 5%, second is 80-90%.
having a girlfriend < having a strong friend group The more that I think about it, all I really want to do is see my friends. If I can see my friends regularly my whole life that would be a well lived life.
Proximity is the ultimate and final variable. It's just what humans do when they get close to eachother. They pair off. If u can't get a girlfriend after proximitymaxxing you probably have some issue like autism or being tail-of-the-bell-curve ugly.
because I'm completely isolated from others and I don't know how to turn a friendship/aquaintance into a girlfriend. It's either I'm literally just setting up sex on the apps or it's nothing. I feel like an autist even though I'm not.
lithium is a chore. constant bloodwork and yeah like you say it ruins your body. i refused it initially but after another stay at the hospital i decided to take it.
im not actually a virgin just a mancel. I've fucked plenty of guys a couple girls. My main issue is that I don't escelate when someone is into me. Proximitymaxxing is my secondary issue.
I don't know. I haven't been suicidal for like half a year which is wild. I have been suicidal my whole life for context. So that's a plus. As far as the psychosis goes I don't really know. They said I had mostly negative symptoms. I took some kratom a few days ago and have been hearing the most harrowing sounds. Like demons and shit. I'm going to throw it in the garbage.
well my main hobby was meditation i logged 2k hours doing it but I stopped that in my early twenties. I told my doctors about experiences I had and they said it was a manic episode but I don't believe them. I think they have a framework they are taught and apply it to mystical experiences because they are not taught about the mystical side of life nor experienced it themselves. I have played super smash bros melee competitively since I was 18 because I'm a virgin. I play fox. Now I'm learning ru…
You can find examples for and against. Trying to categorize human behaviour in these rigid ways doesn't really work out well. There is some truth to it like everything.
The highest form of life is going out and drinking with my friends. I don't think I ever feel better. Now I'm just inside studying languages like a dork.
idk it just gives me a massive dopamine hit. Like on the nature channel when the cheeth is chasing down the gopher or whatever I always was rooting for the cheetah as a kid. I would get really into it.
I see the red pill and feminism as two sides of the same coin. Both try to study the opposite gender from afar and come up with a bunch of fucked up, rigid theories as a result.
I've been questioning the place of sex in my life. I don't know if homosexuality is okay anymore. At least for me. I think I need to be celibate for a while, maybe forever.
Do u guys know how I can avoid pimples from popping up on my face? Like what should my routine be? I got the biggest pimple in my face it literally sucks I'm thinking of wearing makeup to cover it up.
Make sure you do your due dilligence. Be able to describe all the pharmacology in great detail. Learn everything there is to know about going on a cycle.
Was walking around at 3am and there was some wigger up on the jungle gym shrouded in darkness right next to me. I realized he was just doing dips or something but it was crazy disturbing.
My ascension is complete, thanks guys. https://preview.redd.it/vz6w5etaqbch1.png?width=463&format=png&auto=webp&s=46a4c2671c1ae31026c4c183e9bca8ecb504ed35
I've been thinking about twinkmaxxing ie. only focusing on bf% not worrying about losing muscle just getting defined abs and hollow cheeks. Can anyone give me advice on this journey / tell me if it's a good idea? I kinda like being bulbous because I can wrestle/ beat people up better but the opportunity hasn't arisen in a while.
I was reading John Bogle but it grates on my soul. I just closed the pdf out of exhaustion. I get it John buy index funds. What is some other non-fiction I could read?
fuck. I invested in DRAM for a couple days and pulled out because I lost like 800 dollars. That's what I get for performance chasing. I don't think I'm gonna sector/stock pick for the rest of my life.
My net worth decreased again this month. Partially due to terrible investment decisions partially due to being an alcoholic. If I tighten everything up I can probably increase it by $300+, depends how often my sugar daddy wants to see me.
I haven't bought anything in over 12 hours. I feel like I'm dying, mainly the Nicotine withdrawal. I'm also fantasizing about drinking again. Through the fire and the flames I go.
I'm readin John Bogle. I have invested how he advises for 8 years but never actually read him. I wonder if there is a level above Bogle2988. The only thing I've found is factor investing, but it is extremely complicated compared to MC weighted. I don't like to invest in things I don't understand. I guess the only way is to become an active investor to some extent - literally going in the opposite direction.
Why is it that I can't read more than one page at a time? It is like I am physically repelled after reading two. Do I have adhd or just reddit brained?
someone exactly like me lol. Is that conceited or something? tall, white, skinny, good at sex (rare), listens to me, doesn't dominate every conversation. I'm basically what I describe except for the good at sex part.
I don't think you can categorically reject how your mom is doing in the same way you can reject paying attention to politics. Especially if you have a good relationship with her.
I dont see the point of getting invested in something if you have no control over it. Unless you're actually going to start a movement or get into politics.
I think that thinking about politics to the point it gives you anxiety is quite stupid. I've met these people. It should just be a fun thing to think / talk about. It should not cause you to be emotionally charged.
I want to: Performance chase Put it all on a single stock Put it all on a 0dte Invest based on my personal convictions rather than take the total market return I do not want to: Buy one ETF for the rest of my life.
Life has not been going well recently. Everytime I go lay down to sleep it's non-stop hallucinations. I've fallen asleep at 5am every day because I can't fall asleep normally. Having mental issues truly sucks.
Am I right in feeling like dating after highschool just gets progressively worse? If someone is single any time after highschool there is a high chance they dated in the past, god forbid with 5+ different men. This means that there were problems in their past relationship and with each failed relationship the chances that it was their shortcomings that were the problem skyrocket. Now you are dating with people carrying all this other bullshit from past relationships as well as these neuroses/abu…
I am manic again. The medication is smoothing it out other than the kill myself insomnia. It's like my brain gets more and more tired but I'm not 1% closer to sleeping.
I don't know how to find a boyfriend. I don't want to go on dates because I'm closeted so it's just fucking random people in their houses (which I don't want to do) and that's the end of it.
James Sexton said something interesting about prenups "If you can't have difficult conversations, you shouldn't be getting married in the first place."
I've come to the realization that stock trading is just blind luck, due to the efficient market hypothesis. Any gains or losses are caused by new information in the future which is unknown. I'm selling off all my stock monday morning and buying index funds.
I'm not sure why people are so angry about Mr. Musk being a T-air. If I sell someone a funko-pop for $13 then presumably I gave them 13 dollars worth of value that they thought was worth the expense. So why is it now bad that I have $13 if he willingly participated in the transaction? Mr. Musk just did this on a larger scale. It's not a zero-sum game. It's mutually beneficial. He also created jobs for thousands of people in the process!
About halfway through Couples Therapy. Lessons so far: Monogamy is the only valid relationship template. You're not seeing through the matrix by engaging in polyamory, you're just a fucking retard. Women will never take accountability for cheating, and will often blame their husbands for it and do it again. Cheating causes irreparable damage. It is best to leave 100% of the time.
How do I get over my hairbrained investment ideas? I'm getting major FOMO. I thought about selling off 30% of my principal to buy the NASDAQ-100. I almost did it yesterday.
Hearing women spin their infidelity so that they are the victim/they were seeking out some emotional support their husband couldn't provide (so it's his fault) will never not be hilarious.
I connect my scale to my phone and it was like "there is something wrong, there is no way you gained this much weight. Are you sure it's you??" And I click yes.
That’s arguably the results of an economic system where having kids is no longer a net positive Does this hold true across the western world? "Net positive" is subjective. Is having meaning a net positive?
i mean... feminism is pretty new right? I'm not saying the fall of the roman empire was due to feminism lol. By "societal collapse" I'm talking about birthrates.
I think a "mostly free" healthcare system is best. I live in Canada. If we had to pay just like $40 for an appointment I think it would be much better.
No I'm saying you feel personally attacked because people live differently than you. Why can't you just let these men be? I'm content growing my investment account I don't give a shit about anything else.
Frugality and being content with less are high virtues, especially in this society. It is objectively better than travelling, buying things, having hobbies, etc. You don't need to be personally attacked because people live differently than you.
you're missing the difference between wanting to fuck someone else and asking your partner if you can fuck someone else. The latter requires an extremely low self regard to go along with. Watching porn is not the same as cheating on your partner. Maybe the men you're making fun of just have self respect and won't be with someone who would try to corrupt a relationship like that. Relationships are special and monogamy is a key component of that specialness.
Being attracted to someone other than your partner is okay, but being attracted to the extent that you bring up opening the relationship is unacceptable. It's basically saying you aren't enough for your partner. I would never be with someone who doesn't think I'm 110% enough for them. Life is too short.
noooo dont get angry im just talking in general not you. I just watched this retarded show called Couples Therapy and they are in an open relationship and the girl was talking right to her partner's face how she had a crush on someone it made me feel sad.
Just started Couples Therapy (2019) 🥰🥰🥰🥰 I don't know why but I can't watch it without cringing my ass and dick off. I need to watch it in 15 second spurts and take a break to do something else on my laptop. It's like this no matter what I watch.
whenever i see people in a relationship I always cope by saying I'm more attractive than them. beautiful 20 year marriage? Yall ugly don't count. It works!
getting older is the only way for you to realize your latent potential. For normies it might suck but I know you are no normie. Go... Go. Achieve your personal greatness!
Highschool was the best time of my life. I failed highschool but it was worth it to smoke weed with my friends instead of study. Watching idubbbz n shit.
bjj. I may return to it eventually. I just get depressed reading older athletes saying they literally can't wrestle anymore (the best part of the sport).
the life of an athlete is a tragic one. I quit my primary sport because of aging, knowing I could never be the best. I'm not content with the whole 'race against myself' thing.
Unfit/unmuscular people talking about muscular people will never not be funny. The mental gymnastics are always crazy. Like, these dudes aren't thinking about you bro.
i be thankin' your success in life is proportional to your ability to work through negative feelings in your body deciding when to start something is the poison. There should be no question when to start something. If you need to decide then you will never do something consistently. STAY HARD
I don't knoooooow! Did you know the russian 4chan on the Tor network is active as fuck? Much more than the english version. U said russian so it came to mind. I always wonder what they are talking about.
I want to join a boxing gym. It's so scary though... like what do I do when I get there? Just find a bag and punch it? I don't know how to work a heavybag I would look so cringe.
I'm going to therapy today! My favourite part of the week. I'm gonna drink lots of coffee, get the last beer in the fridge, study chess openings, listen to nightcore, and I don't know what else!
How many people are actually happy in their relationships? Going off reddit it seems to be 0%. I just read a story of some guy that pulled the plow for his wife for 10 years and realized she didn't even like him in the end.
Youtube isn't a terrible idea as long as it remains a side thing. Look at boogie2988 or idubbbz. They put everything into youtube. Now that their channels are dead they are old and without marketable skills/experience.
Maybe you could do a side gig like uber eats or find a weekend job. It will probably be much more stimulating than whatever pennies you can make online.
I don't think there is. I used to be into this when I was younger. Maybe if you want to watch ads for 2 cents an hour or something. Maybe there are still good survey apps but I haven't looked recently. You're better off investing in your career in your free time or just enjoying yourself. Obv invest what you can into equities. You can go the day trading route but most advise against this. check out /r/beermoney
Proximity! I haven't seen a woman other than from afar on the street in I don't know how long. Two years? Other than that I am not really that great at talking with people. I also struggle to escalate to sex even when I know she is into me. I don't know how to solve these second two problems.
I had the worst session yet with my sugar daddy. For some reason kissing him was revolting, when he touched me it was like an electric shock. Not in a good way. I just wanted to scream the whole time. I gotta get a real job.
I want a flat belly again. I dont know what the hell happened this past year. I'm gonna weigh myself every day this week, take the average, then only eat one peanutbutter sandwich a day, then in a month weigh myself again. Wish me luck NOW.
when people say the wealth gap is widening isn't that because almost all the top 1%'s wealth is tied up in the stock market, which has been rising expoentially? I don't see that as a bad thing. also billionaire's wealth makes up only 4% of total household net worth in the US. If you stole all of their money at once you could only pay for one year of federal spending.
That's a fine reason. A lot of what people do is for ego / prestige. I wish I could say I graduated from a fancy school like that lol. I'm just going to a community college.
thoughts on the tipitaka? Not assuming you've read the whole thing (I haven't either lol that shit is an entire bookshelf) just wondering if you found any wisdom in it
humblebrag but for real though I sympathize with the feminist position on this. Guys can be really pushy and dealing with that your whole life must suck.
Why do I saturate my mind with this gender war shit? I just browsed lnkyverse for an hour now I don't feel good. It doesn't make sense since Im not dating right now and have no intention to. I should be reading about economics or something smart, but alas, i am a retard.
yeah it's sad that the coolest sport in the world by a mile is so unhealthy for you. If I'm worried about CTE then I wasn't built for it anyways. my old boxing coach said I had natural power. I also have long arms. I always wondered how far I could have took it.
The coolest people on the planet are pro boxers. They get paid millions to beat the shit out of eachother, and they are good at it. Imagine living that life.
the give up pill is where it's at. at the end of the day you can only control your own thoughts and actions. Needing others to feel a certain way about you is not a recipe for happiness.
idk it really struck me... it is a very dense book I will need to read it many more times. the characters, the story, the themes of god, faith, etc. It made me cry twice. My favourite chapters were the ones with father zosima and alyosha and ofc the ending. Alyosha under the milky way kissing the ground...
Your initial definition of woman: An adult human that perceives themselves to be female. They are defining themselves as a woman. Sex is part of the definition of womanhood. If we're being less generous it is the sole factor in being a woman. If we're being more generous it is a unison of sex and gender, assuming we're going by the cultural definitions. Divorcing womanhood from sex and saying it's purely gender goes against the cultural definition/precedent. It is actually destructive because it…
AH! AAH 👆 we were talking about people who just identify as a sex. Not intersex people. Sex is a spectrum but it is also bimodal, thus I see it as appropriate to separate it into a binary. Is it biologically determined or not? Is it only intersex people who can exit the binary or everyone who feels a certain way irrispective of their biology? If someone is on one side of the bimodal distribution are they they opposite sex just cuz they feel that way? Because that's what we're talking about. I re…
I hate how much contributing money to your portfolio matters when you have no money. Why can't I make 100k a year in returns with my 1k portfolio? It's not fair.
I think people care way too much about other's opinions. Especially online. I don't give a single fuck what your opinion is or anyone else's. It's a life skill.
feminism will never stand for men's rights because they all have the minds of a two year old who see the whole thing as a zero-sum game. Self interest is what drives feminism and nothing else.
been hemorrhaging money. Gonna limit my energy drinks to two a day and stop eating out. If I do that then I will be money positive each month. Only problem is it requires discipline - something I am lacking.
What happened? I don't even know man. Looking at my progress pics I took one where I looked absolutely perfect. I just got fat. I'm not fat fat where I have a gut but I looked like the statue of david before, not to sound conceited lol.
peak natty, assuming you are natty its funny imagining you meditate my peak physique was like 9 months ago i looked absolutely beautiful. Now I'm a bit more frumpy around the waist i was an ideal twink before i got a taste for energy drinks and mcdonalds.
I don't think people recognize it often unless they have a third party to chime in like a therapist or a book which are uncommon. Anything can become normal if you are exposed to it often enough.
I remember I read a post where a husband (OP) confessed that he would cum in his wife's eggs every morning. I think it was because she would refuse to swallow his cum. One of those posts that stick with you.
Oh so you do hate men? That's kinda wild + big yikes although you are a woman on reddit so I expected it lol. Doesn't matter how many negative experiences you've had with men. If you hate an entire class of people that's a problem. Anthony Cumia talks about all his negative experiences with black people does that justify his racism towards them ?
my dad sucks that didn't lead me to hate all men. Hate the person not the class they belong to is a good rule of thumb. If you hate men you're no better than a racist in my eyes.
I'm not educated enough to vote. I'm politically regarded. I am interested in politics but not the kind of politics where I would make a good voting decision. My vote doesn't do anything.
I truly don't care about the "male loneliness epedemic". I don't give a shit. I just hate hearing feminists talk. The way they always find a way to victim blame men because axiomatically to them 1. the patriarchy exists, and 2. any problem men say they have is due to the patriarchy, justified by my retarted tangle of logic (as you can listen to in the video).
The fact that you associate "loneliness" with "not dating" already comes from patriarchal influences on men. Can you fucking expound on this? How does it come from "patriarchal influences"? I hate talking to feminists because there is this central axiom to their thinking which colours everything they say yet it is never demonstrated to exist outside of arguments like apex fallacy or any other dumb argument that's been debunked 1000x over. Even if it did they use it as a bizarre non-sequiter to e…
I didn't even know what the fuck that meant. I'm not up on the feminist word salad. Life sucks for a lot of people, although for women dating probably isn't as hard in some aspects, in large part because poor socialization doesn't affect women as negatively in the dating realm. They will never admit this.
I think it's a special skill not caring about other people's opinions. Some people it seems care deeply and have a visceral reaction to someone else having a wrong/regarded opinion. Take the not care pill.
OP: "Me and my husband have this problem and I don't know what to do" Evil reddit gremlins: "Break uuuup, you know you want tooo. He was never a good man anyways. He just wants a bang maid"
Fuk. I just wrote out a post on /r/IntellectualDarkWeb but it got removed cuz my account isn't old enough. I'm dying for someone to critique my views. Idk where else to post it.
Crushing people in debates in real life is light work. Some people you gotta look out for but most of the time if you are mildly prepared it's already over.
How do you deal with a friend that just rants at you 95% of the time that you see them? He just talks about how much he hates his job and the immigration situation in Canada. Like I want to support him getting things off his chest but god damn it's draining. Part of it is that I'm so quiet and I don't know what to say most of the time. I ask him questions and stuff but that's it.
thank you! most of the dates I go on are so awkward, like I really struggle to hold up my side of the conversation. Sometimes it's okay but other times it's like I shut down.
I've been listening to feminists. The patriarchy is like some strange goo on a different plane of reality, like the higgs boson particle or something, but it saturates every aspect of society. Every argument always wraps around to this strange goo. It sounds a lot like nazis saying how the jews dominate every aspect of society.
I've heard the argument sequence "men commit suicide way more!!" and the feminists go "women attempt more. It's just men have more access to guns" all my life. I always found it kinda dismissive and frustrating to hear. Some people say next that the women are just looking for attention (which is a really shitty thing to say and not true generally). But it turns out men still commit suicide at a way higher rate even in countries where guns are strictly prohibited, such as south korea (2.5 times m…
I think that the most effective insults are where you are attacking things that they are actually insecure about. Then when they get mad you just laugh at them.
I've seen some utterly peanut brain takes on the meaning behind The Matrix. A common one I see is that it's about being transgender, like was transgenderism even a thing back then big enough to base a movie on???? Idk. So I ask you, towering intellectuals, what was the meaning?
It seems like basically the biggest commitment you can make in your life while also being one of the most meaningful. It can go awry if you get with the wrong girl / the child can have issues so it's very risky. I am torn because I want my freedom but hearing others talk about it and how it impacts them gives me second thoughts. I don't think I would be a good Dad though.
I wish I was intelligent / had well thought out opinions on things. I admire people who can speak fluently on any topic. Andrew Tate is regarded but that's always what I admired about him. He spoke non stop for like 5 hours on the PBD podcast.
I like Clav but he is really bad at communicating / defending himself. It sounds like he's on drugs. https://np.reddit.com/r/LivestreamFail/s/TCpByvxx4F
It depends a lot on the therapist. It's kinda like teaching, only a small subset of people are fit to be a teacher yet these people get all certified up and are granted a job they are not fit for on a fundamental level.
nah it's just im actually questioning shit. I'm open to being wrong. You need to be very careful and actually dig into the methodologies before you draw conclusions like you are. Idk if it's a bunch of man haters that made this study.
My GOD I was just giving an example of how the data could be skewed. I was asking you a question. Asking if someone wants sex when they know they don't could have easily been classified as one.
ok that's three... what about the other 33? It seems you don't know either sister. Like, pestering someone when they already say no is a huge problem but I don't believe 95% of men are pinning women down and raping them.
but were they like 'hey u wanna have sex??' like wtf are we even talking about here. I feel like you shouldn't be scared of men from this study, just your own lack of boundaries.
Dating women as a bi guy is difficult. You go into it firstly knowing that you're going to lie/omit this part of yourself for as long as you know them, and if you let the gay slip out once it's literally over.
There is something cathartic about browsing the short guy subreddits. Just a whole world of self-doubt, rejection, and suffering I don't have to deal with. I will always have sympathy for short men.
I feel like I need to force myself to have sex. I know I'm going to enjoy it I just don't want to go 95% of the time. Maybe I'm depressed or something.
i am clueless when it comes to fashion lol idk what those words even mean. I just wear black chinos and a white tshirt and a random sweater off amazon.
u said u did it cuz of how women treat you with bigger muscles. That's looksmaxxing bro even if you deny it. ITS A GOOD THING. EVERYBODY DOES IT. Meanwhile I'm here buying a 20$ product off amazon to put in my shoe and never think about again. Not grinding in the gym for 10 years.
Reading ppls experiences with shoe lifts on /r/shortguys is fascinating. I got interested in them because of Andorgenic. They say people treat them way differently because of them. I think I'll get 1'' lifts. It would be cool to be 6'2 but that seems pushing it.
Omg I was thinking about this! Looksmaxxing is something you can work on without needing to be vulnerable or actually talk with others. That's one of the reasons why it has such a luster for people.
I'm not disagreeing that everyone can get gains. I'm saying genetics play a large part. More than the fake-natty fitness influencers are willing to tell you.
Can someone give me the rundown on what I need to do to my face to looksmaxx? I'm not talking about bone smashing and shit but like what do I need to apply to ASCEND?? It seems like most of it is bullshit meant to sell you something but I know there are some golden tidbits buried in there. I'm going start wearing sunscreen every day but I'm clueless beyond that.
I deleted my last comment. The path of bodybuilding is a glorious one with practically no downsides. I was really inspired by Natural Hypertrophy's video "Why do we Lift?"
Expect body dysmorphia if you go down that route. I'm all for distressing feelings/thoughts as long as it pushes you to be a better version of yourself.
sorry but this is Cope. Two people can have exactly the same dieting and lifting protocols but see vastly different results. It's unfair but it's the truth.
Lifting is probably the most useless looksmaxxing modality. You will look DYEL in a shirt unless you are taking steroids. Better to cut so you have abs and hollow cheeks. Not so crazy low bf% where your body stops working properly though.
I get infatuated with basically any women who is in my presence for long enough. I always appreciate something - her smile, her personality, the way she talks, her little hands, I just start to love love love them and I can't help it. Femininity fascinates me. It's not like I just see them as a fuck opportunity or something.
Going on 3 days without my medication. Starting to feel constant anxiety and little anxiety jolts. It's really scaring me. I know it's only going to get 100x worse. I'm having trouble typing.
I'm on my looksmaxxing interview bender. Finished Clav/Piers, Channel 5/Clav, Sam Hyde/Androgenic (hilarious), now watching Clav/Adam Friedland. It's like my Andrew Tate phase all over again.
yeah I only have one true friend since having a falling out with my others. I find it hard to move from acquaintance to genuine friend. If he didn't reach out to me I would have been isolated for years.
Imo some people should be disrespected. If you just act like Jesus all the time then you're letting bad people and bad actions off the hook. They need to learn to act differently.
Everyone in my life thinks they know what's best for me. Giving me constant life advice and arguing with me every time I tell them my plans. The thing is I'm not the type of person who can naturally set boundaries in relationships. I wish I could just tell them "I didn't ask for your advice, I actually don't give a fuck about your advice. Shut the fuck up"
I have perfected the art of truthfulness. The only thing I do is decide not to bring something up or just say "I don't want to talk about that". It makes me feel free.
Still haven't disproven any idea in the red pill. Explain how the movie disproves something like AFBB. I know you are just going to talk in circles because you have no argument so Im just gonna stop responding.
Ok so they turn into a bitch around the women in their lives (from what I gather??). Does this disprove the red pill ideology? The answer is no. Like I doubt they even talk about AFBB/ alpha widows/ etc. I'm not in a place where I fully agree with the red pill but I doubt the movie talks about the axioms behind TRP at all.
I'll probably torrent it at some point. And I'm not watching the two black guys you keep linking every time I talk to you lol. If you're not gonna tell me what got EXPOSED I guess there is nothing I can say. Btw my favourite two black guy commentary channel is Patriot Twins. You would love them I'm sure.
This guy has been posting every detail of his fucked up / dying kid for almost a year now on /r/guycry Why do people feel the need to do this? Like my kid had a seizure again better post about it to internet strangers.
Nah I don't have Netflix. I don't know why you see that as a slam dunk or whatever. I would expect that from them. Are you saying they aren't some alpha-male truth teller around their Mom? Yeah they are gonna tone it down. Like what point are you making?
Making money off content/ideas and calling them a grifter is the most intellectually lazy way to discredit someone. To be a real grifter you need to not believe in the things you are saying, which when you get to know a lot of these people it is clear they 100% believe in the things they are saying even if what they believe is wrong.
I thinkk that some of the dating intangibles are cultivated in early childhood and if you didn't get the chance to develop them you are kinda behind the 8-ball especially as a man. Example: your parents screamed in your face whenever you did something slightly wrong and made fun of your hair body - what are the chances he will grow up to be socially spontaneous and fun? Not much. This is the real blackpill.
I've just sat in my bed and played videogames for the past 2 weeks. I might go out for a smoke or get up to brush my teeth, but that is 95% of what I've done. 🥰🥰🥰
meditation gains are like gym gains, they come and go a lot of things are permanent congrats on the ego thing, that happened to me only twice for a few seconds.
Decided to see him again yesterday. He's giving more money now it would just be silly to get any more. I told my therapist I was a prostitute. I could hear she was surprised but I couldn't look at her. I think I was ashamed.
I just threw out my vape. Abstaining from everything costly/negative is the hardest thing I've ever done. I just want my dick to work properly again. So much sex I've skipped out on because I'm scared I won't be able to perform. Going to order dick pills today even though it's dangerous with my medication.
I'm realizing I literally can't reach my dreams. I don't even know what to do now. I think I'm just going to sink into apathy and inaction for a while.
I talked to a therapist last week and she just asked me questions for an hour. It was crazy having it all laid out like that. Like I'm really that fucked up.
I don't know much about his history. Afaik he just managed a bunch of cam girls and scammed lonely men. The girls who came forward it was just a bunch of unsubstantiated accusations which was most likely a takeout attempt given his notoriety.
There is no universe where a mainstream establishment netflix documentary doesn't try to manipulate footage of Tate. Removing good points, cutting things up, Tate would be walking into a minefield. He learned his lesson in the past and is probably sick of it.
I was never able to feel positive emotions (joy, happiness, connection), but now that I'm on medication I can't even feel negative emotions. I really don't feel good about this. I'm stopping my medication tomorrow. I just want to feel something. Wake me up inside! Can't wake up!
I envy people who are well spoken, articulate, and can lay out their well though out opinions to someone / argue. I am none of those things, I am just regarded. I don't vote because I know literally nothing.
True. I think the secret is creating a meaningless slogan like "make american great again" so people can insert into it whatever they like the most and get super hyped about it.
Sometimes when I'm walking around I look at all the people and wonder what treasures they hold in their mind. Like what could they teach me? What is their philosophy? I will never know. I knew someone and her entire philosophy was to practice gratitude. She had "gratitude" tattooed on her hand. She encouraged me to try it but I don't really know what I'm doing. I wonder what her experience is like.
I'm feeling really sad about the aging process. My body is going to slowly die after 30 years old. I don't know what the point is of trying to get better at sports every day if it's all gonna be taken from me. I'm thinking of quitting for good.
People hate hierarchy, especially those at the bottom. I think the main problem is that you are training your brain into thinking you're not enough in some way. This is the core problem with the redpill is that it teaches young men they are not enough as they are. Life is already so hard for everyone. People saying they need to hustle and grind is just tone deaf and often comes from people of extreme privilege and ease of life. Joe Rogan as an example where they think people can actually just si…
I feel like I can't feel most emotions. I stay at the same emotion of slight unease/distress basically all day year round. Wake me up inside!; Can't wake up; Save meeeee from the nothing I've become!!
That's interesting. What did you experience? I got diagnosed initially due to negative symptoms but I told them about a spiritual awakening I had at 22 and that contributed to my diagnosis. It didn't feel like psychosis though. I still think it was something real.
I've been topping this guy for money for about a year now. I thought it was okay at first, like I could just put up with it, but I had a particularly bad session last week and it sent me spiraling into depression. The whole thing is so gross. I HATE doing it. Just thinking about it makes my skin crawl. He is so fucking gross, what we do is gross. I'm disgusted at myself more than anything.
I was planning on buying my sister a present. I decided to order her "Bronze Age Mindset" as a joke gift. Is this a bad idea? Idk if she will appreciate it or get the joke.
I've had so many people complement me on my looks. Literally people walking up to me on the street and saying my eyes were cool. Women staring at me on the bus, all my sexual partners remarking on my body/face/eyes. Sorry to brag but it's the truth IM PERFECT. Idk how I'm going to handle losing my looks as I age. It's going to be so sad.
I am planning on telling my pseudo-therapist something really horrible and disgusting. I don't even know why I want to tell her I just need to tell someone. But I know she is going to try and fix me or find some sort of solution but I don't want that. I'm scared she will be disgusted by me forever.
I like telling people my favourite book is The Brothers Karamazov so I seem smart. They are like OMG that's such a smart person book and he can pronounce Dostoevsky!! but for real it's my favourite book
I finished The Brothers Karamazov finally. It had me sobbing like a baby TWICE. I feel like I'm not smart enough to understand the book. I would need to reread every chapter like 5 times. For example the symbolism of Alyosha kissing the ground under the milky way (best moment in the book) - there is no way I could have picked that up on my own.
god i feel a lil BUCK. A lil TORQUED. a lil RACH. I WILL NEVER GET A BOYFRIEND AND IM OKAY WITH THAT. I WILL BE USED FOR SEX WHENEVER I TRY AND THATS OKAY. I AM HAPPY. My existence is not for loving but consuming media. The big meat hooks of consumerism are in my back and i will never get free!!! My brain is mush from being hooked on three medications and i will NEVER BE NORMAL. GOD IS GREAT ALLAHU AKBAR Demotional is an underrated band u should check them out.
i only created a tulpa once. it started out as masterchief but i turned it into a girl. i forget what we talked about but she told me to take a bus to Toronto. im gonna try again soon, but i don't know what waifu to make my tulpa (i dont watch anime)
im thinking its the nicotine i don't get aroused with guys, but he is literally the best person at sex i have ever been with, and ive been with a lot of guys. i have fantasies about living with him and having sex every day. i also have fantasies about being his boyfriend but i know he doesnt care about me like that
daily thread is about to die but im not in a place where i could give a fuck i set up a date with a guy, it took me like 5 minutes to get it up... super embarassing. He seemed happy though. im gonna message him once a week. i literally have one job just to get an erection and i struggle, maybe im not homosexual man it must be nice being in a real relationship where you both care about eachother and its not just about sex i have given up maybe i can create a waifu tulpa to care for me in the lone…
I watched two "mid 30s, failed at life" videos on youtube and they both had videogame paraphernalia in the background. Like I'm noticing a pattern here.
im too low iq to decipher your comment. nobody has the right to complain about being fat. Literally just put down the ice cream scoop. People can complain about being short though.
I wish I had a mentor to tell me what to do. Any idea I come up with is immediately met by doubt. Falling ass-backwards through life is not something I want to do any longer.
i feel like yappin every enterprise requires a consistent daily commitment to a certain number of actions. I find it very tiring/constraining. I almost feel like giving up everything, save for what is related to my livelihood (since it will require of me action no matter what path I take in life). each ambition is a prison. For bodybuilding you need to commit to 15+ working sets per week, 150g protein, creatine, hitting the daily caloric window (very hard), and taking steroids properly. I knew t…
