Literally 2 weeks ago lol. Although I don’t say I lost my virginity because people have specific definitions of virginity. I say it was my first time being sexually intimate with a girl
There’s a poem by an Egyptian poet. I have forgotten his name. I would like to say, I love music and the tenderness of her beauty. I love theatrical art. And mediate on the beautiful woman. And ignite the human agreement, regardless of differences. She is a lover, she is a mother, she is a sister, she is a daughter, she is a friend. She is the humanity that gives birth into the world. I think it’s Sayed Al-Qamni
https://preview.redd.it/8kgnwm45vz0f1.jpeg?width=3024&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=efd64d986ce2d3b75cfeafeb8bf9a72794c43550 My path to become a cook so I can cook for my future wife. Apparently a birkin and a Porsche taycan aren’t enough these days. Today’s meal was a Levantine maklube. The rice isn’t boiled in just water. The additions added to the water were clove, cinnamon stick, and chicken broth.
I edited it The basic circular argument goes as: How do you know God exists? → Because the Qur’an says so. How do you know the Qur’an is from God? → Because it is the word of God. conclusion (God exists) is supported by a premise (the Qur’an is God’s word) that already assumes the conclusion that God exists. It’s like saying “God exists because God says so,” which doesn’t provide independent evidence.
My issue is any argument for the existence of god relies heavily on circular reasoning. Or the kalam cosmological argument, which is flawed in its nature. Premise 1: Whatever begins to exist has a cause. Premise 2: The universe began to exist. Conclusion: Therefore, the universe has a cause. Too many assumptions
Looks are a very important factor to receiving flirtation. I’m happy for you. What’s worse about your personality now? Are you working on controlling your bitterness. Because realistically you can’t be bitter women weren’t attracted to you, especially women in their 20s look for different male traits than women in their 30s
There’s a difference between trusting your partner and telling her you don’t want her spending time around a man who clearly is sexually attracted to her. Or perhaps even touchy with her.
I’m worried about my dad/my family. My aunty found out the house behind them was a militia. They always said they had money but aren’t a known family; now it explains the wealth. They have destroyed parts of the center of Tripoli. Cars lit on fire, cafes on fire, shops on fire, buildings on fire. It’s as bad as 2011. It’s quite sad. Young people especially young men have finally been able to buy a house and a car and get married. They’ve destroyed their assets. Now they have to start from the be…
Distract yourself more than often. It’s going to hurt so much. It’s going to hurtttt so much. It will hurttttt so much. Take naps, distract yourself or numb yourself.
Would it be ok for me to tell my boss I can’t be productive today because my country by which my dad and my family are in, has broken down into civil war. I have spent the 5 hours since I woke up on my phone looking at the Libyan news. It’s gotten worse over night. They are fighting in the center of Tripoli(our apartment is located in the center of Tripoli and my dad stays there). A lot of people, I think my dad too, are packing their bags and moving to the mountains(where amazighs originate). I…
Ohhhhh. lily you have written it such that it’s finding the cumulative probability, not a two tailed confidence interval. It should be InvNormCD(0.975, 1, 0) You’re looking for 95% confidence meaning you want a z value that leave 2.5% in the upper tail. So 0.025 in the upper tail So cumulative left = 0.975 Still why does your table give the wrong answer 🤨 it’s a T table right?
I can you tell you, just from pure remembrance, 95% confidence is 1.960. Confidence interval is the mean+/-critical value * Standard deviation. But I think you know that already
trashy OF girls quite right. The desire to sleep with degenerate tasted freedom in every form women will never come to my understanding. These women are quite literally cmdumpsters. Gross 🤮 It’s not a coincidence they never get a ring on their finger
Trump wanted to send the migrants from the US to Libya. The US judge blocked the plan. Both of our west and east government rejected. It’s against international law;sending migrants to an unsafe country especially where there’s been past abuse of migrants in that country. Days after, Libya is at civil war again or possibility of civil war…..
It’s one of the reasons why I’m very sympathetic towards incels and men whom grow incredibly frustrated over being an incel. To feel desired and loved is honestly the best feeling in the world. Not just seen, but wanted. the kind of want that pulls someone’s eyes to you. Skin to skin. Not casual but intentional. Craved. To be touched like you’re something worth holding, something someone’s been aching to reach — yeah, that’s a feeling that hits different. To expect one not to go mad from never h…
Being on here will only lengthen the spiral you’re already in. If you’re not happy, feel angry, or upset. Frustration for not feeling romantic intimacy is reasonable. But, this place will make you even more miserable.
Thats not usually how sexual attraction unfolds. Sure emotional connection/support provokes sexual arousal but that usually emerges quick. If she didn’t want to have sex with you or be romantically intimate with you in months, she never will.
If she’s shown clear signs she is only looking for friendship with a man, I think it’s slightly his fault for sticking around and putting on an act of emotional care for her just to get her in bed. Don’t you think? He’s hurt himself by ignoring her signs
Sure women might use their sexuality with their male friends to win something from them(exploit). I don’t know how often it is. Though I won’t deny it. But this part…. doesnt get the right to fuck her just by having been her emotional tampon for all of those years Are you implying that her friends will only be emotionally sympathetic with her in hopes to sleep with her.
<image> Today’s fit. Unfortunately it’s not good quality so not Instagram story worthy with a tame impala song. Here instead I got a new harrods bag. I want all colors; they have green/blue, pink, purple, yellow. I want all😒
during and after the arabisation of NA, Jewish lived nicely with Muslims; I think they could practice their religion in exchange of tax, which now I take back ‘nicely’ aha. Christians were harsher to Jews in Europe. There still remains Islamic scripture, whether it’s the Quran or the Hadith, which posits some form of hostility against Jews. Especially after the creation of I……S……R……A….L in 1948, certain quranic verses have been used by Muslims. I only spread out the word just for the sake of wor…
They don’t like the……j…..e……..v…..v(I don’t want to get banned) Which again, before the arabization of North African land, we were polytheist and we had Christians/jews.
My TikTok has American psycho racist history stuff that I don’t want on there. Why history bros gotta be so problematic. 🤨 I still have JFK edits and amazighs>arabs, something about the balkans and the need to spread Islam all over the Balkans(yuck), and still got climate change save our nature type shit. We chill Gaddafi edits have been appearing on my fyp as well; so not based . George simion edits as well now
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZNdMSofSg/ Arabs like to argue that amazighs/berber do not exist and supposedly the filtration of Arabs on North African land did not occur. Going into history is long but if you merely look at NA skin colour and levant/arab, we are white. They are dark skinned.
It is not nice if you catch feelings and they desert you for the opposite sex. The heart hurts. But it’s nice for self esteem(ego). You questioned your sexuality because of me? I’ll take it😏
| felt a hand close around my ass, and a man said in my ear, "I can't believe how hard your ass is." I turned and my dick collided with him. I was face to face with another really tall guy. I took a step back. He laughed, took my rod in his hand, and started jacking me. I nervously took his hard dick in my hand, and we stood face to face stroking each other. We talked while we stroked, and he was disappointed to learn that I was mostly straight and just visiting the city. nice 👍 The last part ‘s…
Long very healthy dark hair, brown/hazel/green eyes. Anything about blue. Body type: curves, gentle arc. Or as they say ‘moon’. Very very feminine. But most importantly, intelligent; that’s the non-negotiable one out of them all. I can fall for a blonde(which I am right now) and skinny but intelligence is a must. I want a reader who loves cinema and whatnot also….a small spine tattoo
That’s what I entailed mixed with kindness but a little bit of arsehole behavior Treat her nicely and treat her not so nicely, depending on the situation of course 😏
I turn 21 on the 4th June. I am a Gemini; I tend to get told I’m the epitome of the ‘Gemini traits’ 🤨 Intelligent but somewhat of an arsehole, I presume
That’s absurd. The vocab around post-wall in itself is a loser’s vocab. But still 25 isn’t the peak of female’s sexual attraction. It’s entirely up to the genetics of the woman.
This morning I made myself shakshuka(slightly too spicy than I intended) and pita bread, with Arabic tea(shay), sunflower seeds and fairouz. The birds sing softly in the early morning, and the trees sway just enough to make the breeze feel like music at a different frequency. There’s something special about Sunday mornings.
<image> no rizz. I’m just tired of having to distract myself with another person quickly because the one my heart wants doesn’t want me. Without distraction, it’ll just hurt me so bad. The Belarus girl’s attitude in texts has changed. She doesn’t text as frequently. Maybe I’m overthinking it. Maybe she had something come up and I’m not important enough to tell😩
<image> I cut my hair in January. I’ve hated it since then. I think it looks gross from the front but somewhat appealing from the side and back. Also sometimes it’s wavy, sometimes curly. Drives me insane If I didn’t have a mum, I would get a buzz cut. I’m having a phase I don’t want to be having
Trolling and baiting has come to mind today. I am thinking, I used to bait on my old Major Decisions account. I wasn’t a major troll but I said things for the sake of reactionary, rather than me actually agreeing with what my fingers are pointing towards. I have been too honest and myself on this account too much to ever troll/bait lol. Also, there is someone specifically that I remember a lot that isn’t around anymore…or hasn’t been for a while. That’s missionglowup? 🤨
oh definitely 100%. Or they were Muslims because Bedouins were known to be Sunnis. Probably then culture was placed above religion, unlike our time. smh. Or inaccessibility to the Quran/the teachings of it
I think they did cover their hair but the hijab style differed in different tribes Also reminder NA(amazighs) were not Islamic before the arabisation of NA land
The role was financial analyst but they required certain programming languages. Also I must mention I applied for an internship in my first year of uni, not a job.
The role was financial analyst but they required certain programming languages. Also I must mention I applied for an internship in my first year of uni, not a job.
I feel like I understand what you mean by stringing me along. It’s just I don’t feel that’s her intentions. I only spoke to her on this matter on text. I want to talk about this in person(this weekend). I think she genuinely really likes me and likes to spend with me. Just doesn’t want to be in a relationship mostly because of certain restrictions or circumstances. There’s certain things that I have to ask her about. Bear in mind, this is my first time ever being romantically involved with anyon…
It’s nice to hear you like nature sounds. I know most people do but I am not a fan. It’s the sound wave frequency that I don’t like. But I love tapping…brain arousal, especially as I have mentioned wooden tapping. 10/10. It’s my favorite asmr trigger
Google even though I did well in one of their competitions and I very respectable GitHub and leetcode accounts. Tbf I did apply for the lolz. I am young. The rejection is entirely reasonable. I didn’t do well in the Java programming questions they gave.
It’s okay if that’s what you want. But it’s hard to achieve it if you don’t have the initial body from genetics. Just embrace female femininity elegance; get a Mr zimmermann dress. You can still be a baddie in elegance 😉 😜 Also, it’s completely unnecessary to involve trans woman in this. You are not experiencing the same issues.
In the midst of my home workout, I confess I miss sea, lily and ok-exit😢 and possibly there’s one amongst those three that I miss the most.😩 Why do I miss some random people on the internet that I do not know anything about 🤨
I am terrible at cooking and baking in general. 😩I tried couscous the other day in my path to becoming somewhat of a decent cook. I think my family liked it or it’s possible they lied just so that they don’t crush my cooking endeavors 😢
I don’t know what the key represents. I presume something along those lines. What it says on the hoodie: At the top left corner it says : we will return. Next to it the small writing is ‘the Sunnis will return’ that’s Islamic representation of support. Then underneath it says Palestine and then in Arabic falestin The sign in the right top corner is the state of Palestine. The other writing. It’s hard to translate into English.
She replied to me. She said she is sorry for the late reply(24 hours btw). She said it was “really lovely seeing me and she’s honesty had such a nice time with me”. She wants to see me but she doesn’t want a relationship. She still wants to see me on the weekends, if that’s okay with me. She didn’t think I wanted a relationship because I told her that I wouldn’t our parents. On her side pretty valid that she doesn’t feel comfortable being in something serious kept private. Am I upset? Eh not rea…
I’m against bdsm and the act of degrading your partner or inflicting pain on them 👎 Bdsm is an ambiguous word but any form of it that which involves degrading or pain is 👎
This is why I try to intentionally look for MENA girls. Non MENA girls fail to comprehend the concept that I’m not telling my fucking parents that I kissed a girl or worse undressed one. 😩 are you insane? Of course I’m not telling them. 😭
She mentioned to me that she doesn’t feel great dating someone whose parents are against our relationship or worse not knowing. I literally told her this from the fucking beginning. 😩😭
<image> Drinks alone after work today 😭 #loner fml I’m feeling miserable because the girl I like hasn’t replied to me since yesterday night. I texted her about our relationship. I don’t think she wants to be with me😩🥹😭
I have decided to go to the party!! But here’s some deep cliche car ride thought whilst my mum plays George wassouf in the background. It’s such a shame our evolutionary psychology is so fixed on physical attraction. We are human enough to recognise that we are not just ‘ratings’. But enough to fully fall for another’s heart. It’s possible to be connected heart to heart outside of looks but sexual intimacy will always just be demoted to physical attraction. I don’t like the engagement of ratings…
A Lebanese friend is hosting a small party tonight before the actual wedding. I’ve put off deciding whether to go or not all day. It’s the same everytime 😩 if I don’t go, I’ll watch Instagram stories and get fomo. If I do, I’ll regret it and wish I had stayed at home in my bed Balanced, fomo is always a worse feeling
Oh that’s nice. Bellagio is the nicest there. Charlotte’s villa was nice to visit. And of course villa balbianello but if I remember correctly it’s closed on Wednesdays. We stayed in sala comacina; there’s a nice church there. I actually like hearing church bells. They don’t in the UK
Fun fact: studies have found minor events provide small but frequent boosts, one example as religious service. Especially engaging in religious service with sufficient frequency can cumulatively boost well being. By the way, major events were not found to provide lasting increase in well being.
Tbf for some it’s much tougher mentally to be gay as a MENA and to be sexually intimate with the same sex. The thought of Islam and hell could be the reason why they decide not to meet up. Chatting online and catching romantic feelings for the same sex is one level of sin. Being sexually intimate is wholeeeee lot of level of sin
It pisses me off more than I can put into words. We spoke for enough time for me to catch feelings for you. And you just leave?! 😩 MENA girls are a never again for me. It’s exhausting trying to chase after them. 🤣😢
My English friends like telling me ‘you’re just overthinking’. We know what it’s like 😩 especially with bisexuality, you can never truly trust they won’t go ahead and announce their marriage tomorrow. I feel it’s inevitable. For me, There’s a specific group of MENA girls who will only chat to me online. If I make any intentions on meeting them, they run away. I understand you’re scared. That’s okay. But we can just meet as friends as well. 😭😩
It’s the same with me😩 I’d want an Arab westernized girl who also doesn’t have internalized homophobia. I’m scared she’d leave me though. There’s the fear she’d leave me for a man lol
I don’t do short term fun lol, preferably long term. I know. I know i have to bring it up. My laziness is the worst. I think she’s slightly upset I’m not telling my parents. But I do have to talk to her about it because soon I’ll be going on a family holiday and won’t get the chance to see her. Then later on will be going on holiday again in the summer. I think she’s going to Belarus as well.
The dates are going fine. I think there are a few things that bother her, that she doesn’t vocally say. I can tell by sometimes her silence or her body language.😩 I don’t ask because whatever I presume it is, she’s upset/worried about, I don’t want to be having the conversation 😭
I saw the girl for sort of a second date yesterday, it was at her place. I made spicy rice stuffed cabbage rolls—or as they’re called in MENA ‘malfouf mahshi’. I found berlaus also make cabbage rolls but with pork/beef as fillings as well(not so halal ahah)😭
That would piss me off so much. 😩 5 hours!!, she couldn’t build up the courage to be an adult and tell you. These people are the worst. I have experienced the exact or somewhat similar.
I got bored at 9pm at night and decided to stain our garden furniture. Summer is here. Garden barbecues are here. I also painted our garden flower pots summery colors
I’m learning Romanian on Duolingo. Lemon is a difficult word to pronounce and apparently if pronounced incorrectly, it’s means to suck/bj.😒 I’m learning Russian at the same time; Romanian is a scape from the misery from learning Russian….such a tough language
We took him to mate with a queen(my cousin’s friends cat) because he wouldn’t shut up all night long; howling all night long. Had to get vaccinated and all. And they wanted another cat
There’s two sides to this. You are right to some extent. Usually women who have lots of male companionship aren’t great to date or impress because they have so many options. But her being surrounded by men doesn’t necessarily equate to your predetermined assumptions.
I’ve almost 21 and I can’t fcking cook. Who’s gonna be making Libyan food when I’m gone from my mum and eldest sister. Who’s going to make me all of the foreign food I want to try😩.
I’ve been reading the origins of totalitarianism by Arendt for a month(it has been sat by my bed side table for too long). It’s a huge book. It requires time taken away from the phone and spent reading instead.
Do you think she would get that impression? I’m not one who emits energy that would incur such impression into someone. I just get the innate desire to spend my money on the people I like, even at times of randomness.
So should I get the frivole one? https://preview.redd.it/hciou7zsaeye1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=5f070ee7bbaae172b767d50ce4948e16d20d6573 With the necklace as well?!
https://preview.redd.it/cbvxmqkv8eye1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1505b9e3ea87a33445823fd2d112fb483b2979ee Is this what liking a girl does to one? Love bombing or love obsession?
I could never be a distant person. I wanna get you the moon. Kiss every inch of you. I want to spend every day with you even if it meant giving up everything I care about. This may or may not be slightly drunk train thoughts 😩
I enjoy solitude. I never feel happy being around friends. It’s not their fault. I’m just an empty and naturally empty heart. I only surround myself with friends because I don’t want to drink alone. I’d be the only person drinking alone. So I just surround myself with friends for the sake of doing it. I never feel happy. People always ask me why I’m cold and silent. I am only sad. The girl I saw last week. At first I was silent and let her speak. I’m more of a listener than a speaker. I’ve alway…
I only see friends during my break or after work to grab a drink. It’s so I don’t have to plan to see them during the weekends because I don’t wantttt to socialize on the weekends
Q4All: outside of work hours(if you do work) how chronically online are you? After 6pm/7pm i spend practically from then to sleeping stuck to my phone, whether it’s here, insta, TikTok or bluesky, or economist/financial times/bloomberg. I think if I didn’t have a job, I would spend all day on phone
3 friends is more than enough. I have 4 close friends(I have coworkers and catching up friends). They’re not really friends though. It’s enough. Nobody has time for more than 4 friends.
My activity isn’t going down because I have got a gf(she’s not my gf yet). I’m going to be less active because most of my PPD friends on here have left. Also I was not on here for months; I have only been here for 2 weeks since my PPD hiatus
I left the discord yesterday because I am not going to be as active on PPD and discord means I have to be constantly active. I’ll let you in on every little detail about how it is going with the girl once every while
no. I’d still be living the same life as now, just slightly less time spent on here. I come here for fun tbf. If I do leave, it’s because it’s a dead channel, which it has been showing signs of.
Being surrounded by straight women, if you have certain masculine characteristics, they do sometimes try for “experience”. But it could never be serious, yk. That’s why I have always ignored it
https://preview.redd.it/xkwuti79ywxe1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1006ba48a89ac91aa8b7acee3101eab6d3aa5078 I’m on my morning run. CAS have such good songs, such a shame they have ‘Hnt/ai’ which is such a sht song
I don’t know who’s I’ve been around in my life but I’ve never thought you were that. I know because my oldest sister is a badass. People think she’s a btch but she’s a soft hearted badass
I caught up with male friends I haven’t seen in a while today. Liverpool won the league. It’s a special event. I only have male friends for football only. I hate talking relationships/sex with them. They’re around the ages of 20-24. Not once has one of them spoken about sex like it’s a thing done by two people together. Rather it’s always ‘done to the woman’.
I’m charming and funny with most people, except when it’s with the one my heart actually wants. I become shy, awkward and silent. Of course this changes if we’ve spent one-to-one time together but I still get nervous when it comes to expressing sexual feelings/intentions. I’d do it with ease with anyone else. Impossible to do with the same level of ease with someone I actually get turned on by ahahahahah. My heart races so fast, I can’t think clearly or find the right words. https://preview.redd…
I like this song. I don’t listen to much Romanian music. You’ve got to put on Romanian music. My only foreign Spotify playlist(of a language I don’t speak fluently) is Turkish playlist.
https://preview.redd.it/jd29gqwpkrxe1.jpeg?width=3024&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=38a869472a97c305f896fec9fc338476cd930973 Best combination. Lucozade and Smirnoff vodka with redbukl
You don’t understand. It’s not easy. It’s not easy whatsoever. She might expect things from me that I cannot give her. And I don’t want to put myself in a position where I can’t love someone the way or as much as I would like to. That’ll destroy me. I’d rather be lonely and not hurt another because I made the wrong decisions
This is so realllllll. If I’m completely honest I have the guilt of lying to my parents on my mind as well, which makes me less likely to ask her to be my gf. She makes me happy. I’ve never felt happy being around someone in so long. I’m afraid I can’t hold the relationship because of my parents
She gave me a peck on the lip and cheek. I didn’t realize I had red lip stick stain on my face until I was in the toilet on the train. My mum would have killed me🤣🤣😭
I wish I was able to see her more casually. I wished I worked in the same city she’s in so I am able to see her after work or during my breaks. It means that I have to ensure my weekends are never busy so that I’m able to see her at least once a week(I miss people too much. 😭☹️)
How long should it be before you initiate a relationship with someone? Let’s say you’ve been on one date(more to come) but you’ve known them for a while and you were kind of friends
I’ve been trying to learn Russian for 3 hours. I think I’m making progress. I’ve learnt ‘hi, how are you’ ‘I am good’ and ‘I adore you’ and ‘you’re beautiful’
Sea same. I was the closest granddaughter/grandson to my grandpa. People would and still joke about how similar him and I are; we are both super quiet, nerdy, and love books. I would get so happy when my parents said we are going back home—I would get so happy to see him. Also, to steal his books ahah. When he passed away, my grandma told me to take the books I wanted from his collection before she was going to give them away. I was 17 when he passed away. Only a few years ago. I was 8 when my g…
My mum said to me the other day that I wouldn’t cry if she passed away North African parent’s emotional manipulation at its best. She says I’m very distant with her.
“Edits and thirstraps of the dead guy”🤣🤣😭😭😭 When my grandpa died, I also didn’t feel anything. There’s nothing wrong with it I wanna be someone else.😭😭
I’m about to hop offline for now. I’ve been reading some comments, and I just want to say one thing: People often try to cover up their jealousy of someone by planting certain ideas or narratives about them, just to feed their own envy. It’s honestly so obvious, even though they think they’re being slick. I just wish people would be more honest
Of course, insecurity isn’t great. I’d still rather humility outweigh my arrogance, especially with those I love. I want to feel comfortable to admit my mistakes instead of creating an argument just because I always want to be right
well…..I don’t know if that’s healthy. You’re still young. It’s better to know yourself know than at an older age. My mum thinks I have narcissism. My mum tells me I’m a young narc version of my dad. ouch. I don’t think I have enough of the traits to be diagnosed with narcissism. But I’d rather know now and work on changing those traits.
I’m not a psychologist and neither are LLM. Everyone differs. There is almost always not one answer to human conditions. This is not math. The opposing self images don’t necessarily have to be a sign of a condition, tbf.
Cigarettes after sex songs when… <image> Pistol, especially. https://open.spotify.com/track/36pMQRacz9p99OevARrvVs?si=VkjaT1znSDuRQF_ox5iRIg&context=spotify%3Atrack%3A36pMQRacz9p99OevARrvVs
https://preview.redd.it/xfmz3dt09dxe1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1f329bfa08ca770661c5e5a524a7319cbc047e0f European adults : arrives home at 4am Parents : 👍 My sister and I’s conversations whenever one of us gets home. Though my parents don’t mind as long as it’s not past midnight. 😭
I need this daily to boost up. Discord means i have to be always active to know what everyone is talking about/drama. The format is different . I struggle to keep up with big “group chats”.
https://preview.redd.it/81ipespe0dxe1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=a70d4a03539edeca4520fd661e109812d2106497 Who’s this cutie patootie and why do they engage in cutie patootie behavior
https://preview.redd.it/2peu1etvzcxe1.jpeg?width=500&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b755e6a786cfc25de9ffe3b2347810250702c5cb “For a lover of beauty is usually a fool’ Typical blue pill irrationality. My poetic heart, against all reason, agrees. Also my horniness but that’s tied to the heart🙏
If I am to be completely honest, from the roots of my heart, certain ones among you, make me wanna be a good person. Your hearts brim with fluttering butterflies. I ask for one.
I don’t remember if i were active on here at the beginning of the year. Maybe I’ve said this story already. 4 weeks before new years, i spoke to this Saudi girl. It’s purely 4 weeks on instagram. 2 days before new years, I asked her if she wanted to go to see the London Fireworks. I kid you not. She Just ghosted. I don’t have Snapchat; i simply don’t know how its functions are. But I was told she had posted on Snapchat on new year’s midnight. I was upset. I felt bad and my body felt cold through…
They’re great. But they’re also mad(me included) https://preview.redd.it/3xsojvpklcxe1.jpeg?width=250&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4ecd8a13a5022a9ace664b7fef72ae52e49f9ae7
https://preview.redd.it/yf15gszakcxe1.jpeg?width=1169&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=a6ae9f16d71ceea3e28a49166d313e9a99735fac Belarus at birth. Arabized(Palestinian thobe) by me🙈
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZNd2xjNpX/ aww my heart. they’re so cute. He wrote her a song. I have seen many Arab weddings. First bride who genuinely wears her heart out
Of course it’s a form of jokey exaggeration. The expression. I don’t mean meeting someone at a bar. I meant meeting spontaneously at a shared interest/hobby. Or someone you meet with your friends.
It’s not an insecurity. Where did you get that from? I refuse to talk to someone online for months without seeing them in real life. If I like you, I want to see you as soon as possible. That’s not as easy with dating apps because you will never know enough about them
It’s hard to say what would make an adult woman a virgin other than it’s a choice of hers. Her holding her own modesty and purity. I have a few others but they’re not kind to say
I don’t know when the discord started. Not the old one. The new one but people are certainly more active on there than here. That might be why this channel is a dead soul
I need to live as a city person for a day. Bizarre people. I hate the underground. I hate it. I hate the Elizabeth line. I hate the central line. I hate the district line. I hate Piccadilly line. I hate Victoria. I hate them all “The Elizabeth line is so fancy and nice” no. It’s always rush hour in London. I hate the city. I can’t stand it. I prefer the countryside of the south west of England.
I can understand whatever it is. But if I’ve never experienced it, it’s never true understanding. But some positive perspective is these issues, they are somewhat, at least in cases, are changeable
It’s different to everyone. I can’t claim that my ways applies to anyone. my main one was emotionally detaching myself from my parents a little because they don’t realize it but they’re the impediment to my happiness and fulfillment. I care less about their feelings. It hurts and I feel guilty but it doesn’t take long to forget about the hurt. To them I’ve denounced my love for them because I’ve betrayed them. I wont spend hours trying to put into words, in English or in Arabic, it’s not possibl…
I’m so happy by how much happier I’ve gotten in the last months. If I took this test in November/December, the result would have been around 60-70. Now it’s 40-50.
https://preview.redd.it/2ace8rj6jywe1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=07d0ec79c2d0bb72c4748b6e3e406fd52b526df1 Forehead spots slowly coming back last week—it’s the nerve playing with the stomach again
Empirical evidence?? Isn’t the consensus that women are more content to being single than men? So I suppose in the case of attractiveness of both male and female, the male will get into a relationship because he cannot be at peace without being in one. Whereas, a woman, even though has options, doesn’t mind single(ness)
This is not on the big news. But America came to Libya the other day to discuss military cooperation because Russia has been moving its military equipment and bases from Syria to Libya.
What’s everyone’s favorite film, book, and song? Actually less so favorite, but comfort because favorite is near impossible Film - “Begin again”—Knightley and Ruffalo are a good celebrity duo Song - “Smile” by Nat King Cole Book - either Woolfe’s “A room of one’s own” or “Jazz Poems” by Everyman’s library pocket poets.
I’m in M&S right now. I love M&S flowers. I’m making a flower bouquet. Do I go for yellow and orange with orange and clear paper because summery ambience. Or yellow and red with yellow paper. Yellow and red go really well together. And red roses symbolizes romance whilst yellow is friendship and affinity.
https://np.reddit.com/r/algotrading/comments/1k5s5au/yall_be_posting_some_wack_shit_so_ill_share_what/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=mweb3x&utm_name=mweb3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button u/Fearless_Method_1682 Take a look at this. treasury bonds do not have as much of a negative correlated effect on stocks as Unemployment and GDP (though that's not an obvious). Neither does Consumer Price Index or fed funds rate. I think all those indicators other than GDP and Unemployment can be a sign of…
I found out the girl I am seeing is against trans women because she says it’s anti feminism and women are never free from male taking their spaces. I’m fine, to some extent with it. But my friends will not be told. Her hatred of men is a good sign to me though. She does have male friends and she’s bisexual which I am not entirely happy about but I’ll be fine lol.
The reason why Chad and LVM are more likely to be misogynistic is because both don’t lose their already status with women. If a chad is misogynistic, it doesn’t matter. Women will still sleep with him. If a LVM is misogynistic or not, it’s futile. Women will still not sleep with him. Middle male is where he’s good looking but not enough for him to value women less and women still wanting to sleep with him
Also that money should be going into us and my mum(his fucking wife). ‘Oh BuT iTs HIs MoNey’. In Islam my dad’s money is his money and my mum’s money. My mum’s money is her money.
My dad wants us to go back to Libya for the summer. My grandma wants to see us. She’s only wants to bother us. She doesn’t care about her other son abroad. It’s only ever my dad, my dad my dad my dad my dad my dad. It’s frustrating. It’s because they all dislike my mum for absolutely no fucking reason. My grandma(dad’s side) hates my mum. My uncles’ wife(dad’s side) hate my mum. It’s immature. She ain’t do nothing. It’s jealousy. It’s really ironic. My dad bought his brother his way to Canada an…
Blue collars are so much more harder than office jobs. I could sit by my computer all day and work extra hours if it means I get to do it in my pjs at home and be sat down.
Fun fact: the shenzhen index has had the highest average annual return since 2003. At 23.99%. Followed by Shanghai index at around 16.350%. The Nasdaq composite at 15.65773%. The J203.Jo average annual return since 2003 is -0.2278%; this is index for the FTSE/JSE all share index listen on the Johannesburg stock exchange in South Africa. Basically S&P but for South Africa and much much broader. South Korea’s index is also at the top.
I follow the girl that I will be seeing on Saturday on Instagram. She parties a lot as do most young university students. I’m not very happy about it although I’m trying to be a normal person. I might cancel because it’s actually lowkey pissing me off. Even though it shouldn’t for the mentally healthy person.
Mar a lago Accord, it’s called, has a solution. It’s a multilateral currency agreement. I think Reagan did it as well. It’s convincing America’s trading partners to strength their currencies
Tariffs require devaluation of the dollar. If you placing tariffs you will need your exports to competitive and cheaper relatively. They think this is the main cause of the deindustrialization; the strengthening of the dollar. Although devaluation of the dollar means it loses its value as the global currency and US bonds lose their value as well.
People hate on trump without rationally thinking about his economic decisions. It is possible that in the long term we do see manufacturing power coming back to America. It depends entirely on how bad short term effects and the behavior of international markets and countries. But it’s still possible. I don’t understand how people won’t just admit it.
Don’t listen to financial media. They trick people into making bad decisions for their benefits. Only a few days ago Jim Cramer claimed there would be a black Monday and the market would see a -20%. The next trading session, it rose 10%
Unemployment rate hasn’t increase it and historically an increase in unemployment preceded S&P fall. There’s not been a sign of a yield curve reinversion, because fed has said they will not support in the tariff chaos.
Q4All but you have to be honest Who’s married/relationship, who’s not but by choice as in they could but they choose not to, and who’s not and can’t either neurodivergence or ugliness?
Arab culture is different. Most relationships/marriages at least 9 year difference. Women usually aren’t attracted to men their age because men their age don’t own a house, don’t have a stable job and young and immature
Q4W: there’s a famous Lebanese wedding going on right now of at least that’s happened in the last week. If you’re around the age of 20, would you be with a man of around 29 years old if he has lots of money. Same case if you’re around 25, would you be one who’s around 38-40. Same case: wealthy
That actually sounds like a dream. A lake como estate. No social media until 16. A library and night walks. I’m still thinking about the lake como estate
It’s actually with a girl. In general the restaurant is expensive so anything on the menu is expensive. She’s a uni student so she’s broke unfortunately 😝 so I’ll be the one hoping she doesn’t order expensive
If you know other European languages, which use feminine and masculine, it’s the case for Arabic as well. I don’t know if Romanian also uses feminine and masculine. In Libyan dialect, a lot of words are actually Italian but with an accent ahah. And Morocco and Algerian dialect, you probably already are aware but has French words. But you best not learn Moroccan or Algerian because they’re more Berber language than Arabic
I agree. my mum and my sister aren’t fans of flashy clothes either. They also prefer subtle expensive branding. Though Gucci does have subtle branding. It’s not like I don’t know is it Versace? That’s very flashy.
My struggle in life is I want to have an Arab wife, which makes things 100% harder than they already are. I need something to remind me of my childhood and my life experiences. I need one who speaks my mother tongue. I’d feel so lonely without it
Yeah most of them are arranged marriages but most do speak and get to know each other and meet up before marrying. Although usually they don’t know each other more than 4 months.
I mentioned already. My sister was going to get married last year. They got engaged and had a ceremony. But she had realised that he was a more of wise individual who is not about spending life buying expensive unnecessary things and living a materialistic lifestyle. He is very wealthy by the way, comes from a wealthy family. My sister wouldn’t take anything else. Ahah. So she put off the marriage.
Arab men are willing to pay millions on their wife as long as she cooks, cleans, looks after the children and opens her legs when he comes back from his ‘business trip’ to Las Vegas 😭🤣 They love how everything works. They’re the ones who set it up
I have the automatic belief that all women want a Birkin and a Gucci bag and van cleef jewelry. I get surprised when western women don’t want that. What do you mean? That’s all Arab women want. And a Porsche or a Mercedes. Arab women except male nature. They except a man and woman are too different beings to truly love and care for each other unconditionally and without condition. She will always expect the man to buy her jewelry and expensive things. No gulf woman would marry a man who doesn’t …
uhhhhh not for small analysis. C++ I use for things requiring speed and efficiency . Also it’s not real time data either, nor like high frequency trading. It’s literally just historical data of different worldwide indexes. And the data I’ve been given doesn’t have FX for USD so no close adj adjusted to USD rate at different times. The data goes from 1960 to 2020 for most indexes. So I mapped out each index and its currency and column insertion for close adj adjusted USD for each indexes.
Something super nerdy is I might have to work on the Python library forex Python converter. The API should accept all form of date formats. In general the API is shit
My little brother really wanted me to take him to egg hunting today. He only wanted me but I got really mad for no reason this morning and decided I couldn’t be bothered. I feel so shit. I am waiting for him to return so I could give him a hug😭 BDP is not for the weak
I woke up a shitty mood and I got really anger and said horrible things to my family. My heart hurts. I am such an idiot. I wish I hadn’t said them. And I’m so bad at apologising
ok…that’s not evidence for the supposed ‘reciprocal tariffs’. The pause will be infinite. He won’t continue with the tariffs, only place them on a few major exporting countries whom America run trade deficits with. The irrational behind that is very effy. He will get rid of the base tariffs.
I decided I would wear fake nails for the first time on one hand. How do y’all do anything. I can’t type on a keyboard. It means I have to keep my fingers straight rather than arched.
I decided I would wear fake nails for the first time on one hand. How do y’all do anything. I can’t type. It means I have to keep my fingers first rather than arched.
The truth is if you’re financially stable and secure, even if you’re terribly miserable and the act of pondering about the future, consequences, meaning of life places in depression and despair, you should be stoic. As long as you have a bed to come home to, food and water, tears can heal. You’ll get sad and you’ll get distracted and it won’t matter anymore. But it isn’t the suffering of worrying about not being able to afford the necessities to life. Love, meaning, entertainment, they’re not ne…
I’m up late working on a python notebook on different companies pcf(carbon dioxide from greenhouse gases) emitting. Different countries contribution. Operations, downstream and upstream carbon emissions. The change in the last decade. I want to change my job. I’m not happy. I want to work in the public sector. The government like national statistics or climate change economics. I think working under the already affluent is for the fool. I’d rather spend 9 hours a day doing something good for soc…
But you acknowledge there are more expectations around male and female relationships. We love to spend time with our same sex friends but we expect something from romantic partners
I don’t understand this concept. I saw this TikTok earlier. Why do you need to get rich because she’s good looking? That implies you think she would leave you for some richer. Surely that’s not an ideal objective in a healthy relationship
Do you think romantic/sexual relationships are nowadays expected to be something they’re biologically not? Male and female have one responsibility in regards to sexual relationships. That is to reproduce together and carry on the human civilization. That’s how our ancestors and past civilizations viewed relationships. Now we expect romantic love as well. But is it possible male and female are too different to really develop unconditional love for each other outside of each sexes biological/psych…
Not having your parents unconditional love, no true friends or romantic love at a young age requires stoicism. I sometimes zone out and try not to cry. But then I’m reminded that this is life and I’ve just got to get to work and take the train and keep myself training. My heart aches but who cares
At the end of the day I have to work a 9 to 5. I also have to get up at 7 and take the train and be miserable. I could pay all the time but I’d expect her to contribute to other parts of our life financially. I’m a human being. If she loved me she wouldn’t make me pay for everything
Nope. I stand by my way. Provide me with any form of credible evidence, I’ll endure and accept it. There will be rejection or defenselessness. Let it tell me I’m the stupidest individual in the world. Facts are facts
Women uphold the patriarchy when they expect men to pay on dates. Feminism has given women the right to work. Therefore you can afford to pay for dinner as well.
People need to be cautious on what they choose to study. If you study economics, I advise you to care about the economy. It’s not a ticket into banking. Study finance, banking, business or accounting if you want to get crazy wealthy and buy fast cars. If you go on to study economics, care about the economy for christs sake
I did expect irrational responses. I’m not particularly mad that no man wants to be alone in a room with me. I’m sure it crossed my mind whatsoever. I don’t think I would ever put myself in that situation and i certainly would not put my daughter.
Because if it were biologically driven, all men would be murders. So yes if it was biologically driven, abort them. Why should we birth murderers who we are certain will be murderers. We know it’s not true because a lot of men aren’t psychologically insane. Yes male and female are different beyond biology. Psychologically we are different. Men tend to have lower rates of empathy, tend to apologies less, not as considerate of others as much. Women overall are more empathetic towards others and th…
Uncertainty is enough for one to be worried. That uncertainty doesn’t surround women the way it surrounds men. Men have a higher ratio of either being a normal human being or an animal who only wants to prey.
Men tend to act very defensive to the claim they’re naturally more aggressive and more dangerous. That’s where the phrase ‘not all men’ comes from. Of course it’s not all men who don’t have a heart and only want to prey on women. Still it remains that you’re a male. If you needed to put your daughter in a room with a man, you would immediately be thinking he’s dangerous, even though he could be innocent and a normal human being.
u/OffTheRedSand هل ممكن تختار تلاقي حبيبك وتسافروا سوا على أوروبا، بس ده معناه إنك تسيب عيلتك؟ عشان ست بتفرّح قلبي وبتحبني زي ما حد عمره ما حبني، أنا هسيب عيلتي.
Manhattan and Annie hall are the ones I love dearly. I love annie hall. The writing is so ‘oh yes that’s very true’ sort of writing. ‘You put my feelings into words’ kind of writing
Ahahha lol I do go out. I go to work three times a week into the office. I work at home the other two. I go out cycling and playing football. I go out for a latte and ponder. I go out to the cinema to catch a film very often. I do go out. Just not partying.
