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Accutane can literally destroy ur life
/r/askTRP26/10/20 12:46 PM
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I have pssd. Even worse. Cant live trp lifestyle at all
/r/askTRP31/07/20 07:17 PM
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Did u take antidepressants/finasteride/accutane?
/r/askTRP30/07/20 05:53 PM
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Don't take finasteride, look up Post Finasteride Syndrome.
/r/askTRP22/07/20 09:23 AM
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I would place my peace above everyting else. I was in a similar situation, got insomnia from bad roomates, took trazodone for insomnia and developed persistent side effects (PSSD) from it, life destroyed now.
/r/askTRP15/07/20 07:10 PM
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Man, you have your health, so you have everything. Take this from someone who is chronically ill for nearly 2 years now and can't do shit.
/r/askTRP30/06/20 07:39 AM
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yes man I have pfs/pssd
/r/askTRP23/04/20 11:21 AM
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Yes its insane. We dont even have official research
/r/askTRP14/03/20 05:14 PM
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Hey there. I suffer from PSSD, and am nearly completely bedridden for a year. I know how hard it is to live with some chronic disease. I'm just hoping for a cure of my condition myself.
/r/askTRP14/03/20 04:45 PM
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I think ssris have their place for suicidal depressed people. But they are handed out like candies and thsts why i got fucked. I wasnt even depressed i wanted to sleep and my doc and family told me trazodone was safe. haha
/r/askTRP09/03/20 01:30 PM
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Yes it fried my brain. Been over 1 year. No way out
/r/askTRP08/03/20 10:56 PM
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I got it instantly after a few pills of trazo
/r/askTRP08/03/20 10:49 PM
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Taper very slowly. i got it from trazodone and venla
/r/askTRP08/03/20 10:39 PM
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Look into Post Finasteride Syndrome. That shit can be caused by androgens, even 5htp and there are reports of similiar cases who got it from zinc
/r/askTRP21/02/20 05:38 PM
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Im completely fucked and now have irreversible illness called pssd
/r/askTRP07/09/19 10:04 AM
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Yes I agree just reading forums is a problem. But.. its impossible to feel alive with this condition. This condition is literally the opposite of feeling alive. I wake up with completely no desire, head pressure, no feeling of time, weather, its pure nothingness.
/r/askTRP04/09/19 09:08 PM
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Sorry.. I know its easy to think that. But I know its not true. In fact, you can get PSSD from the first pill. I'm in contact with alot of sufferers and I'm all day on PSSDforum. Very similiar symptoms and experiences. Several experiments confirmed that it must be the persistent effects of the antidepressants. I did a huge dose of psychedelics with no effects (yes the substance used was potent). It's not just psychedelics, also alcohol does not have any effect on me no more.
/r/askTRP04/09/19 08:56 PM
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2 months. Yes SSRI's can actually modify DNA. This is the most fucked up shit ever and nobody knows about it: http://www.medicinabiomolecular.com.br/biblioteca/pdfs/Nutrigenomica/nutrig-0043.pdf
/r/askTRP04/09/19 08:37 PM
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Yeah i tested everything
/r/askTRP04/09/19 07:19 PM
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They didnt. Checked 2 times Although I feel like im 80 years old.
/r/askTRP04/09/19 07:01 PM
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No worries I quit them already. The problem is my brain is now permanently changed
/r/askTRP04/09/19 07:01 PM
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Yes.. I come more and more to this conclusion. I mean I tried to do all the stuff I used to do - be social, etc. but its just making me more suicidal. I have to limit my life on the stuff that still works for now, which is not alot. Meanwhile I will try to research more into this, with my mind its nearly impossible, but I will try. You said you fucked up your mind in similiar ways, can I know how?
/r/askTRP04/09/19 05:01 PM
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Yeah I already switched. The thing is my problem is irreversible as of now, and it has severe consequences on my life. I can not work properly, I don't meet friends. Its disabling.
/r/askTRP04/09/19 03:56 PM
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I'm sorry. Yeah I'm doing talk therapy already. I think it could help.. but so far no results after 6 months
/r/askTRP04/09/19 03:45 PM
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Most of my fucking problems were caused by psychiatry. No way im goinf back to these fuckers, I'm never going to take SSRI class medication again.
/r/askTRP04/09/19 03:42 PM
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I'm eating clean for 8 months. I was eating good before too. Meditation seems to help a bit, same with cold showers, but I think its mot enough.
/r/askTRP05/08/19 06:09 PM
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Doubt that would help, the problem is in my brain.
/r/askTRP05/08/19 06:23 AM
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Unfortunately for me it seems to be permanent. Its called PSSD. Yes I am fucked.
/r/askTRP04/08/19 08:06 PM
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Great that you're finally getting out of this. A few years ago, I felt like you. To maintain this state, I can recommend daily cold showers aswell as going on a microdosing regime, plus keeping up with the exercising and diet. Then a work burnout came. Since then I'm so depressed I'm not able to function and I tried everything. I'm just existing now.
/r/askTRP04/08/19 06:15 PM
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Please don't go on antidepressants. I took Effexor and developed a rare side effect which seems to be permanent now (PSSD). And it didn't help abit but make depression worse. They can work for some, but the risks are just not worth it IMO. ​ You could try microdosing psychedelics, which should do the trick if your depression is not THAT severe. ​ I was so depressed that good diet + lifting + social contact + microdosing didn't even help, so I went on antidepressants, which fucked my life up even…
/r/askTRP22/07/19 07:25 AM
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Dude u are in a state where u can at least go and lift. Thats all u need to do for now. When you are focused on your shit you will (1) get approached by girls (2) not give a fuck about them so much anymore. I'm depressed as fuck and developed a sexual dysfunction after SSRI use. Thats fucked up. I can't even make gains in the gym because my sleep is fucked. My concentration and short term memory is really bad. Thats rock bottom.
/r/askTRP20/07/19 07:04 AM
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For me medication didn't help, it only made things worse. ​ I suffer from severe depression.. with the bad memory & inability to concentrate that you describe. ​ I was on Remeron (made me extreme zombielike), and on Effexor (made depression worse but got severe side effects). ​ Now I am on no meds, I am still severely depressed (insomnia, loss of concentration, memory loss, fatigue, no movitation, no pleasure in things, headaches, etc...) and I'm trying to climb my way out of it with meditation,…
/r/askTRP17/06/19 06:51 AM
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I'm in the same situation but severly depressed too. Let me know if u want to talk
/r/askTRP11/06/19 09:20 AM
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Okay I understand that yeah. But how can I possibly succeed at Computer Science / Programming when my mind/memory is letting me down so much? Did you get those symptoms too?
/r/askTRP13/05/19 07:50 PM
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Yes I'm eating shitloads since I started lifting again. I am channeling all my anger in the gym now.. lifts increase each week :), I gained 3kgs in 2 months which is a bit too much I guess, but I just want to increase my main lifts now and won't stop :) No the fatigue i definitely mental / brain chemistry. I am in therapy already.. tried medication but medication only made things worse.
/r/askTRP13/05/19 06:37 PM
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I was depressed DId you get diagnosed with actual depression? What were your symptoms like.. how did you mange to cure it?
/r/askTRP13/05/19 06:23 PM
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Thanks I think its good advice. Once it's abit warmer I plan on going hiking again. I'm getting into spiritual stuff too and I think it helps. Whats your experience with depression.. what symptoms did you get?
/r/askTRP13/05/19 05:22 PM
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Yeah I think lifting improved my state. Other than that meditation is the most beneficial I think. Yep I need to get back into business ASAP now.
/r/askTRP13/05/19 04:46 PM
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Yeah no problem. I never thought I could be this "depressed" too. I didn't know you could get physical symptoms this severe from beeing "depressed". Thank you - good idea. Will talk to him about how I feel about quitting, also I have some thoughts that the medication somehow changed something permanently - will talk to him about that for sure.
/r/askTRP13/05/19 04:45 PM
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Used to be on Remeron for 3 Weeks, but that made me 100% zombie. Then effexor 75 and then 150mg for 2 months, quit cold turkey because I didn't feel like myself, depression didn't really improve and I had this strange feeling in my head, libido dissapeared completely and still didnt come back. I regret going on meds. I now want to microdose/macrodose with psylocibin, however somehow I seem to be immune to the effects of it now. Tried 3.5g of shrooms, had barely any effects. I feel like the Effex…
/r/askTRP13/05/19 04:20 PM
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Ok I see. U still struggle with insomnia? Maybe we can chat abit.
/r/askTRP13/05/19 03:57 PM
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Yes. Diagnosed with MDD in December
/r/askTRP13/05/19 03:54 PM
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Nope. I'm on nofap for few years actually.. with relapses though ofc.
/r/askTRP13/05/19 03:33 PM
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Yeah I keep pushing. But have you ever dealt with severe depression? I can't even remember what I did on the weekends. I can't plan something in future because I don't know how I will feel that day /get sleep. Can't participate in discussions with friends because I'm feeling like I lost all wit and memories we had together.
/r/askTRP13/05/19 03:18 PM
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Nope. Used to do weed/xtc/lsd when I was 18-20.
/r/askTRP13/05/19 03:10 PM
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Hmm.. I feel bad about myself because I let people including my oneitus walk over me, when I should have set boundaries. That's what came to my mind.. I am trying to let go of the past and focus on the moment/future. ​ Yes the girl situation pushed me even further down. It was a good learning experience though.. just hope that one day this depression will dissapear, so I don't let this shit happen again.
/r/askTRP13/05/19 02:50 PM
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Thanks for your reply. Emotions: Anger, Fear Feelings: Emasculated, helpless, general feeling of beeing walked over ​ It looks like you've been trying to push yourself back into a 'high'. Is there something emotionally which happened when you were triggered which you haven't deeply looked at? I'm wondering if something needs to heal. Maybe you need to go the other way, and slow down. I'm aware it sounds kinda blue for redpill, but maybe you need to really get in touch with what you're feeling. ​…
/r/askTRP13/05/19 02:44 PM
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Yes.. lifting is the only thing that helps right now. I am back to around 7 hrs of sleep a night, but it still does not feel like normal sleep and when I wake up my head already hurts and im still tired. :P
/r/askTRP13/05/19 01:08 PM
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I'm in therapy, it helps. I tried antidepressants but quit them again, didnt work for me, only made things worse
/r/askTRP13/05/19 12:38 PM
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Just meant chilling and drinking beers with friends at my place. I'm not bi :P
/r/askTRP13/05/19 12:17 PM
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Okay.. yeah honestly I regret taking antidepressants, all I got from them was side effects. ​ I still have not got my libido back, and am wondering if my headaches / loss of libido is related to the antidepressant I was taking for 2 months. ​ Ok bro.. what are you doing to fight it? What symptoms do u get?
/r/askTRP13/05/19 12:16 PM
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Okay yes I am thinking of sticking with climbing, adding producing electronic music maybe when I got the space for it. ​ Yeah you might do that - but did you ever get all those symptoms like constant headache, insomnia, constant urination, trouble thinking/concentrating, etc, I mean did you ever deal with real severe depression? ​ My therapist and my boss also said that. I'm a perfectionist and I base my self-worth alot on my achievements, which most likely is a huge contributing factor in this …
/r/askTRP13/05/19 12:05 PM
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thanks man :P
/r/askTRP13/05/19 11:58 AM
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Sad but it's true.
/r/askTRP07/05/19 03:31 PM
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Watch out. Never tell her how you feel / if you are down. The moment I got depressed I got treated like shit by women. It was like a switch... all respect suddenly dissapeared when she noticed my sleep problems. You can easily be manipulated/cheated on in this state. If you are thinking about anything serious I would drop her until you have your shit together 100%, or you will get fucked up by her if you catch them feelz.
/r/askTRP07/05/19 03:14 PM
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Bro I can feel your anger. I'm in the same situation (well not LTR but oneitis hooked up with someone else despite telling me shes only seeing me). ​ Can relate to the lies/emotional manipulation part so much. Funny how you always see that stuff so clearly looking backwards, but in the moment you get tricked easily. But I'm sure in a few years I won't fall for that stupid shit anymore. ​ I'm still depressed as fuck (not only related to the oneitis thing) but I'm using that anger as fuel just lik…
/r/askTRP05/05/19 07:35 AM
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Okay I see. Yeah those physical problems suck so much, it makes living painful every day. Also I suffer from overactive bladder, so I have to pee alot. Saw a neurologist / endocrinologist / urologist but there were no issues. Damn man I can relate to your story so much. It's true hell. It's like you have 1000 problems already and then your girl fucks you up even harder. First 3 months of my depressive episode I couldn't even workout. Now im going to the gym 6 times a week so at least I got that …
/r/askTRP03/05/19 03:45 PM
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Thanks man I'm doing the same. Did u get headaches, memory problems, concentration problems etc. too?
/r/askTRP03/05/19 07:46 AM
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Thanks man. Today was not that bad actually. Woke up with like only 6 hours of sleep, not too bad though. Had therapy in the morning, lunch with dad. Then went to the gym to do leg day.. now the last 2-3 hours I worked on my business. Now going to meditate before going to sleep. ​ My concentration/thoughts/memory is still fucked so I struggle with the job/earn money/study part currently. Hope this will come back :(. ​ Sorry if I am spamming you with these details but it's helping me :P
/r/askTRP02/05/19 08:43 PM
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Thanks for the tip! ​ Yeah im talking to other girls but I get no pleasure from anything atm. Also my libido is 0. ​ Fuck, somehow my lizard brain tries to convince me that it was a bad decision to next her.. haha. ​ Im so angry for letting that bitch walk all over me, I mean angry at myself. Need to channel that energy into lifting.
/r/askTRP02/05/19 08:19 PM
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Yeah fuck man. I had a hard time in december and that's when shit went downhill. Wasn't a good idea before anyways. ​ However I kept my investment low, but I fucked up because I didn't spin other plates. The max investment I gave her was going out for dinner or small hike. The rest of the time we just banged pretty much 1-2x per week. ​ You know normally you don't get hurt by what a stupid shit is saying. But in my emotional/mental state everything she said to me is running through my head and h…
/r/askTRP02/05/19 06:58 PM
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yea man. already nexted. had to. should not have fucked in first place... now shes on my mind all day while im trying to fix my depression. but I learned from it.
/r/askTRP02/05/19 06:25 PM
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Check depression symptoms. Do you habe insomnia? Memory problems, problems concentrating etc.? I would go see a doc.
/r/askTRP01/05/19 10:27 AM
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Plan sounds solid. Do you suffer from actual depression?
/r/askTRP30/04/19 03:04 PM
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Okay someone on askTRP already suggested I do a test cycle. I got bloodwork and was at like 600 ng/dl, so that was not too bad. ​ I have doubts about going on steroids. My state of mind is not good at the moment, so I can't make a good decision on this right now.
/r/askTRP14/04/19 10:04 AM
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I can work as a freelancer for a company, but then I work on their projects not mine. At the moment I think its better for me to work on my own projects, because I also have €20k in the bank, I can take a part of that and get the new projects off the ground faster. What is AAS? Yes, I'm already commited to training. Sleep is still lacking because of my depression, but its getting slightly better. If I keep working on my own projects, I will have some assets I earn money from in 6 months. I think…
/r/askTRP14/04/19 09:58 AM
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Thanks - I will add books to the list definitely. I already take omega 3 + creatine, melatonin for sleep. Thinking of adding ZMA
/r/askTRP14/04/19 07:13 AM
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Thanks. Im just working this out.
/r/askTRP05/04/19 07:59 AM
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Planning to go to Bali for a month when my sleep is fixed again. Then a month in Portugal.
/r/askTRP05/04/19 06:50 AM
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Starting with lifting again my friend. Then I plan to get into other manly hobbies again, but it will take time. The sleep deprivation is fucking me over.
/r/askTRP05/04/19 06:50 AM
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Thanks man. Dumping her was a no brainer but I was beeing a fucking bitch. I ignored all of the red flags and wasn't thinking of a LTR in the first place, but didn't have abundance mentality and got depressed. So she fucked me over. ​ Never develop oneitis for a girl with so many red flags.
/r/askTRP05/04/19 06:48 AM
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Yeah im on a low dose of Effexor (Venlafaxine), but I don't feel like myself/get all kinds of symptoms and I don't know if its from the med or the depression. Planning to get off of it ASAP. ​ Imposter syndrome is real, I agree. Yes the job I was working on was highly stressful.. and when my sleep troubles started man.. I was literally coding 8 hours a day without sleep, man that fucked my brain up. ​ Yes im letting go of that bitch - she was not using my wallet, but I felt as I fell in depressi…
/r/askTRP05/04/19 06:34 AM
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Thanks man, am already going to the gym. Thinking of adding climbing, but I barely have any motivation during the day which makes it hard.
/r/askTRP05/04/19 06:15 AM
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Yes - thats what im aiming for after I function like a normal human beeing again. It's hard to date like this. Although I managed to get a plate from Tinder to distract my mind, had to lower my standard as you said. ​ However, I want to focus 100% on myself at the moment.
/r/askTRP05/04/19 06:13 AM
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Just read about the anger phase. Yes I guess im in it. But I also have severe depression, which makes it worse :(.
/r/askTRP05/04/19 06:08 AM
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Man im pushing so fucking hard. Im trying to exhaust myself so fucking hard at the gym that im able to sleep. So far it seems to be helping my sleep.
/r/askTRP04/04/19 03:22 PM
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Yes im thinking about it. I want to replace it with psilocibin microdosing. I will keep pushing hard at the gym until my sleep is better though, then taper off. Atleast thats my plan.
/r/askTRP04/04/19 02:57 PM
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Glad you made it through it man. ​ But did you get real clinical depression? Or was it just a down phase. ​ I'm getting all kinds of symptoms like memory loss, cocentration problems, trouble thinking, etc.. ​ Yes.. monk mode is inevitable now. ​ ​
/r/askTRP04/04/19 02:37 PM
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I hate this effexor shit im taking, but I tried without and I was stuck in bed for a month. Now im atleast able to go to the gym again so it helped. ​ However the side effects are really awful and I don't feel like myself, I need to get off this ASAP..
/r/askTRP04/04/19 02:13 PM
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Am doing them daily/after gym. They sure as fuck help.
/r/askTRP04/04/19 02:10 PM
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Yes, the depression completely fucked my frame. And going in a LTR with this girl would have fucked me over even more anyways. ​ Didn't ever pay for her shit, thats the good thing. She even paid for mine lol. ​ Yes, I hate the antidepressant shit im taking and I want to get off of this ASAP. ​ ​
/r/askTRP04/04/19 02:06 PM
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Im supplementing omega 3 + vitamin d. No alcohol/marijuana as of now. I went skiing alot this winter. I tried everything.
/r/askTRP01/04/19 03:42 PM
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Thanks man
/r/askTRP01/04/19 08:52 AM
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Yess im trying to make it through. Been going on for months tho. Really fucks me up
/r/askTRP01/04/19 07:46 AM
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Yes I mean I already nexted her, but my mental state is really fucked right now, im dragging myself in the gym everyday and going to therapy/on medication, but still no big improvements
/r/askTRP01/04/19 07:04 AM
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I get it. I mean I had down times throughout my life.. but this time its something different, something bigger... with all kinds of symptoms which make my life a huge struggle. Can't even hold a regular job like this. ​ However if I manage to get out of this state god I will be prepared..
/r/askTRP26/03/19 05:22 PM
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Fuck yes. You know what.. my only hope currently is the gym. Might as well go 100% at this shit... Going 7 times a week PHUL + cardio and abs on off days.
/r/askTRP26/03/19 04:29 PM
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thanks! this downtime is lasting for months however.. this is really messing me up.
/r/askTRP26/03/19 03:45 PM
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Problem is my sleep is completely fucked up since months. I wake up in the middle of the night and most of the times im unable to go back to sleep. Sometimes I also have problems with sleeping in. ​ Ocasionally I take ambien when I need it.. but yeah thats no long term solution. I would love to be able to sleep 8 hours again.....
/r/askTRP26/03/19 03:27 PM
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Yes im trying to ride them out. However the symptoms of depression make it very hard..
/r/askTRP26/03/19 02:10 PM
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Thank you. I'm on it
/r/askTRP18/03/19 04:15 PM
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Yes, been trying to do that over the last months.
/r/askTRP18/03/19 01:50 PM
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That is the point im trying to get at again.. however im struggling with all the symptoms which make it hard for me to get going again..
/r/askTRP13/03/19 06:04 AM
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Yes im trying to get started lifting heavy in the gym again - but im having sleep troubles which prevents my gains. I try to do running/cardio for now. The job is not making me alot of trouble at the moment - I have a website which I still earn money from - I will build more websites now.
/r/askTRP12/03/19 07:23 PM
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Yes you are so fucking right...
/r/askTRP11/03/19 09:21 AM
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Yeah
/r/askTRP11/03/19 09:12 AM
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Yeah well we were telling us that we only want to fuck each other, and she was always telling me she only likes me etc.. well fuck...
/r/askTRP11/03/19 07:42 AM
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Fuck anyways.. its time to hit the fucking weights now..
/r/askTRP11/03/19 07:39 AM
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Well we were sort of exclusive.. telling us we were only fucking each other.
/r/askTRP11/03/19 07:39 AM
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yeah she called me 6 times today and msged me twice, i guess i will just keep ignoring her
/r/askTRP07/03/19 08:21 PM
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I guess i should ignore her now then?
/r/askTRP07/03/19 08:09 PM
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Yes.. fuck I guess I got onenitis. Im actually in a bit or a rut right now, so its hard for me to go out/date other girls.
/r/askTRP07/03/19 12:53 PM
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yes i guess thats what i will do
/r/askTRP07/03/19 11:29 AM
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Yeah and even if she didnt shes disrespecting me. Should I just to no contact or tell her its not working out? Maybe dread her and keep her as a side plate?
/r/askTRP07/03/19 08:31 AM
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