White Knight vs Horny Knight

Jennifer and I were going out for breakfast this morning. We fluffed about in the morning and I had my shower and then she had hers. I’m messing about on the computer waiting for her to be done in the bathroom when she comes barrelling down the hall with her phone to her ear in her high alert / panic mode.

It turns out that instead of going to breakfast with me, she had scheduled an online meeting… ten minutes ago, and now she was (1) late for her meeting (which is utterly bizarre for Jennifer to ever do lol), and (2) standing me up for breakfast.

In the moment I was mostly hungry, but I was slightly annoyed, but also had the “oh yeah I remember she had that meeting now” as well. So in the final analysis I was still hungry.

So I left her to have her meeting.

Due to Connecticut state law requiring that a Dunkin Donuts be placed with a half mile of any traffic light, I arrived at my destination within a few minutes. I ordered coffee and food and made the return journey back home.

Jennifer was still in her meeting of course, and I dropped off a medium Pumpkin coffee light no sugar, and an egg white and sausage on a croissant next to her. In return I received a doey-eyed look of gratitude.

A few minutes later I noticed her glasses on the counter in the bathroom next to her curling iron. Scooped them up and dropped them off to her slightly squinting self. Again she had that look of a three-year-old being given surprise cotton candy.

After that I pretty much ignored her and let her have her meeting. About an hour later she finished up and to her credit she did immediately make a beeline line to me and commenced the cuddling, kissing and thanking. In days gone by, that’s likely where it would end and I would have been happy enough with having been nice to her. She didn’t intend to screw me over, I do enjoy being nice to her.

However, having just shovelled on a metric ton of Beta support and comfort building, all that does is get me to ”white knight”. One must maintain a little Alpha and take a slightly more mercenary tone by being a “horny knight”. As such, it’s fair to mention the blowjob I received was quite fantastic.

It’s all about balance.