And I've come to a realization. I do not want relationships. I never really did. I do not propose that I will deny myself the company and friendship of women. However, there will be no more calling every night, no answering to people about where I've been or how I spent my money, and no more sexual exclusivity. Anyone who wants to spend more-than-platonic time with me will have to understand all of this up-front. (And after this most recent one I'm going to think twice about young Asian girls.)

Anyhow that's it, I am just very pleased and excited about this realization and the benefit ahead of me, and I wanted to share with someone who would understand.