I always thought I would be married by now and have a husband to be there for me when he needs to rest his head after a long day at work. Have somebody to forever share the beauty of sex with, somebody to breed a burning flame of love with together. Somebody who's in charge of the money and we have a budget we stick to, he makes the rules I follow them out of my love and devotion to him as it should be. Sigh just all these things in my head flying around. Ive always wanted somebody to take care of, one long term boyfriend didnt like a women taking care of him doing little things to make his day easier. He wanted a loud bitchy controlling women like his mother. The rest things just neverworked out due to lies, or lack of the right chemistry. Im with somebody now but I get the impression from him that hes not into ever getting married nor kids. I understand divorce is real in this society since majority doesnt take marriage seriously. Im looking to get married once and thats it have a family together and a husband to take care of in my womanly ways. Ive been looked down upon numerous times for wanting this anyway...he just seems to be into himself and I want more out of life. I dont want another failed relationship but I dont know what to do, We've been together for almost 2 years now and hes never said he loved me yet Ive expressed myfeeling towards him. I feel like I dont want to waste my time on somebody who might just want a casualrelationship.This is confusing. I dont want to be keep getting burned by people who dont want the same things out of life as I do.