Ok so I have been following RP for a while now and would consider myself a pretty solid member, I am naturally this way and until I found RP never really had a good way of describing how I roll. Im in good shape, I can get women, have lots of hobbies and friends and all that. Sometimes I wonder if I am alpha though or if I am something else. I have lots of friends, some red and some blue. When I look at my BP friends lives, married, kids, no free time unless wifey approves I just think, "fuck man you need to get it together" but they own their Beta status and in some way in respect that, they have something going on in life and although it seems like a waste of time to me, who cares. We are long time friends and I'm not going to interfere.

Now I also have alpha friends and this is where I get confused. Even though I live that life I cannot stand listening to their shit. Listing to them talk about working out and getting pussy and watching them try to act alpha it just drives me nuts. Like shut up and quit trying to show your dominance in society or what ever you are trying to accomplish. I have never once had the need to "show my alpha". I do what I want, fuck who in want and have a great time in life but have no need to try and show that I'm alpha. When I see a guy go out of his way to show this I just want to knock him out.

What's the problem here, why am I so put off by the behaviour of a lifestyle that I would include myself as part of?

And here's a quick other question I asked once but never got answers..

What is lifting? Is it physically lifting weights or just a term for being I shape in general. I hate the gym but I do a lot of sports year round that leave me in top condition. Do I lift or am I just in good shape? I'm a high level athlete and have the results to back it up but I dont have time to lift shit!