All my life I've felt like the guy the guy who just didn't get it. Like I've been functioning on a whole different wavelength, and just that feeling in and of itself is and the inability to explain that to people just seems futile. I wasn't always the most good looking or socially adept dude growing up either so that didn't help, but since then I have a changed a fuck ton. I get told im good looking constantly to no avail, especially after I started hitting the gym constantly. This helps me in bars, but my past behaviors have a tendancy to resurface. Idk, I have no problem pretending to care what people say, and have the ability to make friends, the thing is that I just don't care what most people have to say. I could give two shits. The people I meet on a daily basis to me, seem to offer no value but social proof in bars, so I don't go alone. I want to be surrounded by people I feel as though are going somewhere in life. hell, the redpill has made it even harder for me, cause I don't like talking to dweebs, Im not condescending, I just wont go out of my way for them. Where are the movers and shakers at man.