Honestly I have no one to blame but myself for how my college experienced turned out, but I am very bitter about it. I don't have any friends, never hooked up with any girls and never had any fun in general.

I mean right now I have a year left and I'm spending all day in the library and the gym. I am already behind others when it comes to career planning and I need to ensure that I will get a good job once I graduate from here, which is what matters. I am also looking into graduate schools as well.

Now honestly I have been spending as much time in the library as possible but sometimes I just get so bitter about all the fun that others are having that in turn I am unable to have. I keep telling myself patience is a virtue here and things will eventually workout but I do lose hope sometimes.