So today I coincedentally met with this girl I knew from 11-16 years old and remeber her being cute but now at 18 she's fucking sexy. I used to talk to her being BP and she being my crush I never really made a move, I was fat short and had pimples 2 years ago ( I was 16) ad now today we met and it was a pretty good vibe I felt from her, but I doubt she's into me only attracted. when I was 12 she was one of the first girls to hit on me I was that memory of her and my former blue pill self started to make me forget what I have become, the journey of red pill I've gone through these past months. Her presence puts me into a mindset of how I was during my early adolescence, I hate that feeling but I'm so curious and excited to find out I have an opportunity now to right my wrong and pursue and find out what could of been.

My question is should I game her and spin her which potentially could cause me to relapse into my old BP tendencies or should I just move on and never find out whether that pussy is great as I imagined.