Something that made me leave being a feminist what's just how opposites men and women's lives were especially when it came to how we treated each other

Here I was a boy who was growing into a man who has had his sexuality demonized since he was a child, but because of my brainwashing I feel more bad for all of the women because they were all girls and probably have had weird guys do stuff to them or hurt them

What's something that does make me sympathetic but also hate it at the same time is how the idea of a woman expressing her sexuality in anyway, is extremely judged and she will be looked down upon and shamed

I think I first touched my penis when I was like three and my dad whooped me because he was brainwashed by our Southern Baptist beliefs on sex and so was the rest of the family

You weren't allowed to look at anything sexual or talk about sex or anything like that despite it being all over the media and in movies and in music

Everything from looking at a girl to touching a girl to kissing her to walking up to her to asking for a date or making your interest known as always resulted either in the small chance of success or the guy being rejected and shamed and made fun of or made to feel like a creep

I never saw something like sex is immature because I knew everybody did it and I thought when I got older the awkwardness will go away if you found someone you enjoyed but that has not been the case

A lot of people still expect men just to know how to do it and do it well, without being awkward, and with great confidence. Men are expected to somehow lead and leave the girl in all aspects from the Romantic aspects to the sexual even though we are human too and especially when we're still young and learning things but the expectation is still very strong and still there

And as much as feminists like to go on and on about how sex shouldn't be seen as something women give in men take, women are the main once pushing that's social phenomena.

Something that always weird me out about certain girls as how they would act Coy or stupid or act like they don't know but then turn around and complain on guys whether it be the guys they were interested in or have sex with.

My preference is to be in a much more normal relationship and I wouldn't mind if my wife would lead a little bit but most women do not like that and do prepare dominance in men and seemed to completely ignore men who don't show dominance or even don't even want to

It's crazy because here I am with other men like me who Proclaim ourselves feminist and our understanding of what a lot of women go through but they continuously surround themselves with those types of guys who hurt them and don't try to understand them, but the guys who do always end up getting cost of a curved and even worse not even looked at.

Not to mention all the creep shaming and stuff like that. I do not like it when people rag on someone because of how they look or how they sound or whatever but then we'll go and do the same behavior they think this creepy person does

I'm starting to rent but my point is that all of the hysteria around sexuality and the demonization of men is proof that society never solved men sexuality in a positive light and it does even personally turn me off of the idea I'm sex if a woman does not understand that because that means that she sees me as not a man or someone with desires or dreams but just another danger or another wallet or something to be used