I'm 19 and at university. Before university, I was an obese Omega with bum fluff and terrible fashion/video game/porn addiction. I don't really need to explain what kind of reputation that would induce...

Once I got to university I shed a lot of weight and became more social. Yeah I'm not known as an Alpha but I'm not entirely Beta either. Anyway thankfully, only very few people from my old school went to the same university as me. All acquintances, not friends.

Well, there is one girl in particular who I was merely an acquintance with. One time at the university nightclub, I bumped into her and decided to ask her where a specific place was, she basically looked at me with disgust and told me to go away.

You could say she was drunk, but I saw her talk to her friends soonafter just fine so she wasn't really that intoxicated.

This above incident actually happened a while ago, but whenever I see this girl around uni (which isn't that much), I feel quite intimidated, and I don't know why. She was clearly in disgust, as she probably still saw me as that omega.

My theory is that I don't see myself capable of becoming an Alpha, a real transformed Alpha wouldn't give a shit, in a twisted sort of way, I see myself as just a "poser" - I feel as if I am just pretending.