i've never been fucked over, all these TRP stories all the bad behaviour from women, i've never attracted or let anyone like that in my life. I just come here to improve. I never agreed with marriage as well as many traditions and fake chivalry bullshit. I've just always liked to observe and see through fake and outdated social constructs. I'm very happy and grateful that the woman i've had as plates or gfs were always good and fun.

I've had 2 serious LTRS and currently im in one and im wondering what the point is again. I got what i wanted, i was happy, she was a wonderful woman too. But i never saw myself having kids with her. We are still friends, i have zero issues with this chapter of my life, but i actually feel like she wasted her best years with me.

Fast forward to now. I'm at the beginning stage of an LTR with an amazing and beautiful woman (the dream of many), and no matter how much i can love her, i just do not see myself ever having kids with her. She is in her prime, she gave me her virginity and is giving me her love.

Of course she gets something in return, feelings, experiences and my uniqueness but sometimes i can't help but wonder. What is this all for, i am just watching her give me her prime years and i have no intention of ever returning her investment in the form of marriage or kids. Her genes are superb, and as infatuated as i may become and as beta as you could turn me, i would never do that, my logic, my intuition all my being knows its not a rational decision.

I always say not yet to that question, i say sometimes in the future i will have kids. But i seriously cannot conjure up a person in my mind with whom id like to have kids with.

If you don't give a fuck about a plate then it won't matter how perfect she is, you won't want to stay with her. If you have feelings then your logic will tell you that it is also all biological programming and realise it makes you weaker.

So seriously, i know what's in it for me, i get what i want and we are both happy. But i see the road ahead for them, what's in it for the woman? They just will have to settle. I don't need the anger phase responses or the usual RP BP binary generic stuff. I'm not hurting, i am not angry and i've always had great relationships. I am happy with my life, where i am and where im heading. I just feel like a cunt for taking them into a ride somewhere they subconsciously expect and not telling them it's probably never going to happen.

Spinning plates has always felt empty for me. I can do that, LTR's have made me way stronger and made me a better man but right now it's giving me a very strange guilt.