i always wanted to show how much i can love, i can forego everything i have for someone who would let me. i would let them hurt me to no end if only it meant something. but i'm not good enough to be with anyone or even talk to a girl. i am not attractive enough to even get a friendly look, the sort that they give to more 'confident'= handsome men.

i'm a giver, not a taker. but i'm not handsome enough to give. so i work my butt off day and night to make it happen, to make myself good enough. but i'm still isolated, ostracised and have been for my whole life. i guess if you're a guy, you are only worth it if you are a 'taker', it's a sign of confidence right? the arrogance is a sign that the guy is worth your time

i want to show the world the endless, self sacrificing and pure love i never got and the love that i always denied myself from, the love i would never dare to imagine getting. but i'm still not good enough to do that, my love is worth nothing

please the redpill help me i'm 22, my life for the last 5 years has been flushed down the drain. i'm isolated