I lost this girl cause I acted like I didn't care and thought I'd find her by the end of the night. But as you might guess, I didn't and she really turned me on. Should have got her number...didnt even think to ask cause of my cockiness. I really wish I did find her. I literally can't go out and not get wasted. It's a serious problem of mine. But at the same time, I don't want to do drunken hook ups...alcohol brings down your test levels and it really fucks up the "passion" in the action. Do I have a problem if I can't go out drinking without atleast drinking 8+ drinks. Makes me really bummed to know I might have a problem. I need to find alternate ways of finding women.