Throwaway account for obvious reasons.

I know you guys aren’t fucking doctors, but I have a good amount of information on hand and am hoping you guys help me get down to the bottom of this. Frankly, I don’t know what to do.

I caught the herp. There’s 90% chance I contracted it from my LTR of 1 year, yet I have no way of proving she cheated or not because the virus can lay dormant in the body for YEARS. What I do know for a fact is I have been faithful. Neither of us had ever been tested for it before yet as weird as it is, I’m the only one that experienced symptoms. I’ve only had sex with with 2 other woman other than her, so although unlikely, I could have contracted the virus before I started dating my current LTR for all I know. She could have had a cold sore and sucked my dick. There are so many possibilities and the doc says the symptoms can show you at any time.

I’m at a loss. For one, I don’t know how I feel about throwing away a 1 year LTR when she hasn’t given me any signs whatsoever to indicate she cheated. It would be different if she wasn’t adding value to my life or was constantly shit-testing me, but it’s quite the opposite. The sex is frequent, she values my time, and certainly doesn’t view me as a beta male provider (she actually pays for things more than me, lol). She’s been very cooperative throughout this whole shitty process (getting lab work done, medications, etc), and has even offered to sucked my dick multiple times with the open blisters on them (sorry if TMI, lol). I don’t have reason to think she was messing around.

Honestly, the part that sucks the most to me is having to disclose this lifelong disease to every future partner of mine. That being said, I’ve taken the correct steps to make sure I’m good medically. I’d like to get some insight on how I should move from here in the LTR. Should I move past this or stay with my current girl assuming she keeps on her best behavior?