Tl;dr: Getting threatened by a boyfriend I didn't know about. Made a mistake the first time around and refuse to make it again. Parents can't save me forever and I won't let danger come near them again.

Wondered if I handled this right: https://imgur.com/a/9zfmh

I eventually got tired of it. The daily bullshit that I have to go through. The day I realized that that was the reality was the turning point for me.

I stopped caring . I stopped chasing after girls. I pretty much accepted where things were and I realize that to be earn a certain kind of girl that you need to be a certain kind of man.

I like reading and writing.

Back in December, i was nearly done with a great book. There sat 2 girls. They both seemed to show interest in what was going on in the book and they asked me if I could write a story for them just like what I've read. I did so. One girl was panicking and complaining and the important girl told me how her bf wouldn't like that.

He payed me a visit. Rightfully so? I don't know. He brought a buddy along too he was hiding at the side of my home. He was all tough like. "You sending my girl sex stories ?" "You think it's a game out here?!" I told him calmly that she didn't mention she had a boyfriend. And that he should talk to her. No response. I offered a handshake. "Nah. Fuck that" i told him "ok, cool." And closed the door and went about my business.

My parents were furious. My father told how I should never let anyone come to my turf and fuck with me like that. My mom was throwing out all kinds of threats about him!

I was upset. Although my parents didn't come in contact with him, and that it never became physical , I felt that I didn't do enough. I let my parents down. My mother is my world. What if he was armed? He was gone when my mom stormed out there. What if he was there and he hurt her?

Let's call him X

A few months after that the son of my dads friend tired to pull me out the bus seat. He then took my phone away from in the middle of a book. I wasn't having that. I couldn't let that happen. So i punched him. Got punched back. Got stuck in a headlock. So I bit him till he let go.

We both completed our community service and essays.

But no one bothers me anymore.

I've been doing what I can since. He had a class with me and ended up getting sent to an alternative school. While he was there I tried to remain cordial.

I've been reading more, learning more, trying to start the new school year with a bang. Got invited to my first party! I even made an effort to get my license after a year of procrastination. I'm moving along. But it's not enough. I still have moobs and a pudgy belly. I'm a good runner but I'm absolute trash at everything else.

I've recently seen X at school. I noticed he was talking to a cute Spanish girl who seemed bitchy. But was nice. I figured that was his new girl. Oh well. I'm used to it.

But who's to tell me who i can and can't talk to?

So I got her #. Short convos. Nothing serious. Then I get a text today from her bf saying to leave her alone. No one mentioned a bf to me! He should talk to his girl about that! Was it X? I wasn't sure. But no way in hell was I gonna ask ex's gf if they still dated. Because I have a feeling she caused him to visit my home.

No way in hell he knew about my writing. Even though she fabricated a story about how she told him to leave me alone and that he was jealous cause she saw me lifting wood in mu backyard from her friends window . I can't verify that because it is possible. But I didn't bring it up again. She did apologize.

So I stayed quiet and watched. I saw X walk her to the bus and hug her. Ok. Then X's girl complained about there relationship the whole ride. Bingo. It's safe to say they still date. So either he's a cheater or the Spanish girls bf is someone new.

I saw X in the hallway today. And you know what? I didn't shy away from him. I looked him dead in his eye and gave him the universal "sup" and kept it moving. No words.

I refuse to be bullied into submission. And I plan on talking to who I want as a single 17 year old. And if someone comes to my house again, i got something deadly for them.

Am I on the right track ?

https://imgur.com/a/9zfmh