I am 16, half-Hispanic, and have autism, I feel like women just dismiss me for fearing death and fearing surgery, fearing different death scenarios, getting hurt, climate change, and etc.

My anger got so bad to the point I threatened to shoot up a school because I hated feminism, I didn’t get charged or arrested for it but it caused me a lot of pain and regret because I know I would never hurt innocent people and made me afraid I would become more isolated and more angry.

I feel it’s hard not to hate women when all they do is antagonize me for my confusion and fear of dying, fear of living my life, fear of surgery, confusion about how the world works, and constantly make it harder for me to live.

My life has gotten worse thanks to climate change and women, I hate both of them for ruining my life and making me into a zombie, they are to blame for my life being awful and for making me lose faith in humanity and living life in general.

Now I have all these fears of dying, climate change, afraid of injury, getting my bones broken, and etc.

I will never stop hating women because they deserve it for making life on this planet hundreds of times worse for autistic individuals and people who just want to live their life.

Before you accuse me of just wanting sex, I don’t, I just want to move to Mexico and get a Mexican girlfriend one day, I don’t want just sex.

I fucking hate my life, I hope the planet burns and there is a nuclear war to eradicate all of us because of women and climate change.