So here I am after now a day full training, eating right (,ignored her peacemaker meal as whatever unhealthy so idk, made me some eggs). So I was sitting here contemplating the situation and what different outcomes I could achieve if I wanted.

I was thinking about "was I too direct? Did I react unreasonably and is she right to be pulling back? No, she's wrong and she's really good at getting to me (as in not at all, but no other person can come close like she can)

This is just not a long one guys. I always keep up my looks and I'm in insane shape so there's that.

But I found myself thinking of going to 3mm hair again (I was 3mm when I literally took her to be mine, like a wild animal, I was so fucking attracted), as I have not done it in a while as to show her some goodwill for all she's giving me, she's real agreeable if I want to.

But I thought, I'd said mine, so let's do as well.

Here I am at 3mm and picking up some old extras from the grooming kit, before work tomorrow. There's a chick there I told my SO about, she is into me or literally insane. She asked about her and she said "Is she interesting?" to what I replied "No". "Would she be interesting?" To which I responded by laughing and asking if she thinks I'm retarded.

Can't wait to put on my best clothes & perfumes tomorrow and give her the "Have a nice day" before walking to work even if she tries to stall me even a second.

I have no interest in the girl at work because I believe in keeping promises, any promises which include fidelity. But I will talk to her tomorrow and make a better rapport and be super beta friendly, maybe get her snap.

Thanks for reading, I'm pretty happy but a little but frustrated by my SO at the moment. Tomorrow will be great!