I think this is one of the things that scares me the most. Let's say I get a girlfriend, how do I not feel bitter about being looked over in the past? I've tried putting myself out there a lot, and typically am rejected by girls, I've had some success by really only by lowering my standards, and even then only by using the apps, which has honestly made me feel even worse. Everyone gets to date the girls they wanna date, and I've basically had to settle for girls that weren't even interesting to talk to, let alone attractive. I know I'm not entitled to that stuff, but how do I let go of these feelings of being passed over?