My relationship with him was rather unhealthy. As things progressed I allowed myself to be put down (nasty words, blame and wanting to make me feel less than and undeserving) I'm no longer in that relationship but words have left in imprint unfortunately. The thoughts of not feeling good enough and taking all the blame and responsibilities. This has slipped into my self esteem and career/study life of doubting my abilities. Not sure where to go from here and how to gain control of this ..