I'm about to turn 21 and I have never kissed a girl or went on a date with one. I'm thinking that I want to probably kill myself by 25 if I don't succeed in this part of my life by then. The majority of people my age have already succeeded in this part of life by now.

But honestly, I'm thinking that I should probably have it sooner. If I have a good job and a muscular body at 23 and I still can't get a romantic partner I have to be doing something insanely wrong and it's better off deleting myself at that point.

Why would I care about living in a society that constantly talks about sex and romance when I will never be able to experience any of that? I might as well be fucking dead than live through all of my 20s missing out on that.