I’m living a lie. Not in the way you’d think. But it’s hard for me to tell the truth about my life. I go out 5 nights a week alone to pick up girls in clubs.

I know you guys say to not center your life around women, and I wholeheartedly agree. But I have the time and I’m working on this sexual strategy. Should I not go out this often when I have the time, money (which I spend close to nothing), and desire to? RP plus this regimen are benefiting my life in so many ways. My confidence, social skills, anxiety, self-esteem, and overall happiness are all improving considerably. And it has only been a few months of grinding it out in the clubs. I’ve talked to a billion people, got some nice lays, and a million makeouts. But this doesn’t take away from the fact that I catch myself in tough spots where I feel uncomfortable or have to flat out lie about my life.

“What have you been spending most of your time doing?” “What is your main focus right now?” “What do your days look like?” “Why do you go out so much?” “You say you’re working all the time but it seems like you’re just going out partying every night.”

For the record I’m not partying out there. I don’t drink when I go out (and yes I love to drink). But it seems like so much of what I do has to be covered up. And I’ve always lived a lie. I always hid my anxiety, the way I make money, my thoughts and personality. I’m fucking sick of it.

I’m wondering if any of you are in a similar situation where you can’t be upfront about the ways in which you self-develop. AKA THIS PLACE. I’m not intending to talk about RP ever, but I’m genuinely curious if this is a problem for people.

Is this a problem that affects you as well? How should I handle all this?