TL;DR: I was just assaulted by my abusive family tonight after years of their Emotional and Psychological abuse TRP has helped me recover from via boundaries I didnt know i had the right to. This just Strengthened my resolve to lift as being 125 lbs and fit seems to not help anything because physics. 240 lb fatass is more than a match for a short 125 lb fit guy. I am wondering what a better diet than toast, eggs, tea, water, fruits, vegetables, chicken, and beef. I dont believe this is forgivable even if its the "nature of women." all i want do now is just GTFO of the home as I just got my first part time job without my family insisting i was an autist despite teaching Martial Arts for 3 years in HS and being a Gymnast. So SMV didnt help me as I lacked game at the time. IDK what to do.

Backstory: They insist on making everyone believe i am retarded and weak and sabotage any attempts to hit the gym by denying me a ride and insisting i cannot drive. Despite me getting my licence with my neighbor taking me to the DMV to test behind their back. First thing they said when they found out I got it on the first try was "We are disappointed." Despite my Elderly woman neighbor taking me to go test as was a part of payment for working for her. Closest thign to an RP mom who came from a RP family. As well as favoring my sister as the golden child and never addressing her shit tests and rushing to her aid cause she simply does not like me. They also congratulated my first GF of 8 months on breaking up with me at the end of the summer after cheating on me. and I am left with little else but to run away at this point since I am done living at home despite being away for a year at a college that they refused to take me to visit.

Situation: My sister had recently went through a bitch fit and then slammed my door shut. I confronted her and told her to back off and it was not her place to do that. She gave me a shit test of " well im going to bed" at 8 at night. I stood there saying " Do Not touch my door again and go to bed" Then she screamed for my parents to come in and she started calling me pathetic and other things of that nature. I replied mockingly "OMG! MOM! DAD! I DONT LIKE HIM AND HES NOT DOING WHAT I WANT! HOW DARE HE!" I had Simply stood there saying I wouldnt move from the doorway, My mother assaults me via shoving me and I just stay where I stand. Then my Fat ass dad throws me to the ground and My mother is screaming that I had assaulted him When I was standing in the doorway the whole time. Then my mom kept screaming about how i say im the vicitm all the time when I literally talk to no one and just dont give a fuck and do my own thing via reading and exercise. I know now WHY WE HAVE TO LIFT BETTER.

Venting: Ive seen all sort of guys including skinnier than me Black Gays, and LGBT fat guys at my last college be pimping girls and I feel that I was naturally stronger after patching myself up the first semester going monkmode and learned a lot from my first ex. Theres a lot of social things my abusive home refused to let others show me or experience. I didnt even know what boundaries or that it was OKAY to require sex in relationships. I am just confused on waht to do at this point as I no longer feel safe at home and I dont want the police to arrest me via "MALES ARE ALWAYS PERPS" BS that we all know and love thanks to feminism. Btw my uncle is a police deputy sheriff and is raising not only someone else's kids, but his stepchildren's kids. and insists on "honoring your parents" like they can do no wrong. Like we know with women. That is not true

P.S. Looking for advice on what to do as i hate college and would rather join the military even with asthma as it feels in my gut like a calling to me.