I am a successful 40 something year old dating younger women 24 to 36. I meet all my dates online. I end up sleeping with the attractive ones on the 1st date 70% of the time. They always say they have never done it before...

At first I was like wow I am such a stud but I now know that they are just hoe's from Nurses to School Teachers to Sales Managers to Office admins all just hoe's.

They tend to become attached to me quickly want exclusivity all the while I know they are fucking other men. Some openly admit this as do I about the other women which I like but still sucks and some see the 12 year old boy in me and lie. In the end they are just all hoe's. Its like they look at me with that "i'm a hoe look" and its on.

They all leave clues in my house for each other to find I feel like a forensic scientist cleaning up after each one from hair bands to hanging yoga pants underneath my bath robe to cleaning their makeup on my white towels to plastering strands of hair on the bathroom walls / sink makeup kit under the car seats and on and on. ( Anyone else experience this?)

I am worried that I will fuck it up with the woman of my dreams if I ever meet her because I am so jaded. Suggestions?