Hey guys,

Im 23ys old. About five months ago I got dumped by my ex of 4 years. Never got my heart broken before so this stuff was quite heavy to deal with. As for now Im over it and dont care so much anymore. I have been seeing a variety of other girls since then. Point is that after hooking up for a few times the girls will start to talk more and start investing in me emotionally. Once this happens I no longer feel interested and move on to the next one.

As a lurker on TRP most guys there are preaching that using girls as cum rags and getting rid of them once they become too much of a hassle is the way to go. These platonic hookups dont do much for me though. Throughout my former realtionship I fantasized about this and felt like this Hank Moody lifestyle would bring me all kinds of stuff but now Im actually seeing multiple girls I grew desinterested and cold towards women in general. The realisation that girls will surrender their body to me to do whatever I want so easily disgusts me to be honest. On the other side Ive experienced all types of manipulation and drama in my former relationship and I no longer want to bond with a woman in that way ever again.

As a man I need to have sex but hookups dont fulfill me at all and relationships are no longer something I long for. Im not going to fuck prostitutes or anything. I find myself in a position where I dont know what I want from women anymore. Are there any guys who have experienced the same thing and if so how did you deal with this?

besides that Im eager to hear all kinds of advice