I’ll be brief: I’m in monk mode since December and I’ve lost nearly 20 pounds with the new ‘order’. I’m 18 and there’s this plate that I have. So far I’ve fingered her almost every time we’ve met. But I want her to give something back and suck me out instead of getting all the pleasure for herself. Any ideas? (I know this must be trivial for you guys) Last time I told her to suck me off she said that “she doesn’t feel prepared. “

Note: we’ve been doing this in the starbucks bathroom at lunch time since I cannot take her home and her mom cannot know I’m seeing her. Help?