I've always thought it must be a weird experience, almost like that of a mini-celebrity to be a very attractive woman outside of Miami, NYC or LA and just trying to go about your business. I notice whenever a really attractive woman shows up, nearly every other man under 90 visibly notices in some unsubtle way like whipping their head around with enough force to get whiplash and then tries to pretend he didn't notice. If a guy does interact with her it's almost always stammering or awkward.

I hate to use the number ranking system, but I am talking about women who'd be considered a 9 or a 10 but it probably happens even lower than that

It must really be interesting if you grew into your beauty and experienced both sides. I know some women who looked awkward and not that attractive but suddenly changed to become very beautiful and obviously this could be true of you've lost a lot of weight.

It just must be a different reality.