Due to bluepilled thinking, I had the opportunity to date girls in high school, but I didn't because I was living on my parents' money and believed I should follow their expectations, excelling in studies and sports. Thus, I avoided distractions and hyperfocused on those goals.

When I began earning money, the first thing I did was to dress better, adopt a cosmetic routine, and invest in fragrances. I also improved my haircut, started bathing daily, and extended my bath duration from 15 to 45 minutes.

Regarding the sports I participated in, I was lean and shredded, young and active, but not quite the size you'd call "jacked." Whenever I looked in the mirror, I found myself attractive. Taking off my shirt, I examined my physique and couldn't identify any significant issues. In fact, I genuinely liked my appearance and couldn't comprehend why someone would have an issue with it.

Eventually, I started thinking that now I had money and looked my best (naturally), it was time to approach women. They gave me a "chance." Why? They were waiting for a "Chad," but as pursuing such individuals proved challenging, considering they weren't always accessible or approachable, women became disheartened and bored.

Hence, they decided to grant me an opportunity to fill their time while they waited for a "Chad" to come along. My purpose in dating was to establish connections, rather than merely pursuing physical relationships.

After a few months (3-6 months), I would make sexual advances. By this point, I would have learned a lot about her and developed a connection. Typically, she would reject my advances 1-2 times before they eventually worked on the 3rd attempt. I wasn't pushy and understood that people required time to feel comfortable. Therefore, I employed humor and a relaxed attitude to backtrack and then shift focus, suggesting activities like getting ice cream nearby. Subsequently, I'd drop them off at their place after enjoying ice cream and further conversation.

Women slept with me due to the considerable effort I invested in selecting excellent locations, dressing impressively, giving gifts, and avoiding showing any negative emotions or vulnerabilities.

To sum up, women slept with me out of pity. They appreciated my extensive efforts, but they were also confused because they believed attraction could be nurtured. When they couldn't develop that attraction towards me, they felt guilty and engaged in physical relationships out of pity. However, they eventually realized this approach wasn't sustainable, as you can't repeatedly sleep with someone out of pity.

Despite the many naive women who still believe attraction can be cultivated, my extensive experience with women indicates that it cannot be developed. As a man, I can be attracted to and develop feelings for traditionally unattractive women, treating them similarly to how I would treat someone considered a 9/10. However, I believe women inherently lack this ability.

I don't harbor any hatred towards women. I've come to understand that being a non-"Chad" can't be rectified through bluepilled methods of being a gentleman, wealthy, useful, funny, and pleasant to be around.

It's worth noting that I've encountered women who genuinely had good hearts, evident from various instances where they acted favorably.

Even a mother's perspective can polarize if she believes her son isn't a "Chad." You might observe her oscillating between emotional extremes, at times treating you as everything and at others considering you some form of problematic son. Despite objectively comparing her son to others, she can acknowledge his success based on societal standards. He's is successful and wealthy but he isn't a Chad.

However, it's that single "Chad" factor that's enough for women to disregard you, making you feel undeserving and possibly the worst villain on the planet, regardless of your actions.