Fucking neuro floated the idea of dementia given other issues going on that he said are usually seen as primary presentations in stuff like Lewy bodies. I highly doubt it given that I would’ve been like 3 years into a typical 7 year fatal path and I don’t see myself dying in 4 years. Ngl tho I struggle to remember where I am or when I am half of the time. It all sort of blends together, idk if anyone else has shit like this. For ex, it’s night time here but I’m not certain what I did today. I think I ate something but can’t say so with total certainty, and went to a pool or hot tub or something like that. I also vaguely remember eating some sort of soup either today or within the past few days and didn’t know where I was so I decided to leave quickly, plus the waiter kept eyeing me because my hand was shaking and spilling soup on the table. Best soup is at at that Barnes place, they had a spicy type of soup which was good.

There was another weird event where I called my mom and inquired about our dog onlt for her to remind me he’s been dead for around a decade. Took me a bit by surprise but then it came back to me I just needed a minute to run through it in my mind