I bet nearly all of the time. If a man is trained for two decades that most people will get annoyed at listening to his feelings, he probably doesn't think expressing them is emasculating. This instead might be taught as warning, so you don't get your heart broken after being vulnerable for ten seconds.

I have myself lots of feminine traits, I was raised in a feminine way and I display some tipically feminine societal behaviours... But being a man I receive the social inputs destined to men

So when I feel like a failure and shut down, it's not because I'd feel gay if I opened myself, but not to annoy people because I fear exclusion