I'm not going to go into details on my issues but they have put a huge strain on everything in my life including interacting with women... Yet I get girls blatantly checking me out all the time.. It feels like such a curse.. I don't feel worthy of anything serious.. Which makes it absolutely impossible to escape my internal negative self talk.. So basically I'm absolutely hopeless yet so frustrated I could F a woman within an inch of her life aha.. I can't just ignore the women who show interest in me because it'll eat me alive, lead to further depression which will worsen my condition.. I can't get too serious because it'll set myself up for unreasonable expectations... So I'm left with no other game but to express how beautiful I think they are, tell them if they ever need somebody to talk to or hang with they can have my number & just move on hoping one day I'll find a cool fwb & maybe one day by miracle I'll find a female who gives a damn enough to support me in this daily battle.. Which by that point I'll be in my 40s & odds are slim to zero & dwindling further as time passes 👍 less talk about me... Tell me about how difficult your dating life is =J