About a week ago I was sure that I was just going to run a around fucking girls and gaining plate. This has not happened to me yet but forget about that. With those thoughts in my head everything just felt like it should regardless of whether or not I'm actually sexually active. It didn't last at all right now I am feeling seriously lonely and I can't make up my mind what I want never mind know how to get it. I feel like striving for NSA sex makes me a happier person but part of me doubts whether I believe and that I want a LTR that just makes me miserable though.