I’m getting better at my academics and focusing on my work during class and home. But I feel an emptiness in my heart I wish I had those beautiful blonde friends that would be cool. Any suggestions on talking to them, I often feel like I’m stupid because I tend to compare myself to guys who easily talk to women and I’m here sleeping on the thought of it. Even if I manage to introduce myself.I don’t know what I should do the next time I see that girl should I avoid her ,say hi ; I feel I won’t contribute anymore if I’m being needy. Although I’m engaged in school activities. I haven’t had a gf for so long, I miss having another person. I don’t know why I feel this way. Any advice would be cool.