so first field report i guess, been lurking this sub a bunch lately, some comments, few posts. few things happened to day, first i was walking around and a girl in the passenger seat of a car said 'hey' at a red light at me, it turned green like as she said it and i managed a 'hi' then they drove off and she gave me a thumbs up lol (dude driving, must've just been a friend) that was during the day. she was cute, it made me feel nice. did i mention i'm an autist? so then i walked around for like 5 hours lol i've been out just walking around this college town an hour away from mine a lot lately, the past three days i spent a ridiculous amount of time just walking, being too big a bitch to say hi to anyone. umm friday? a girl by herself at like 2 am said 'hello' to me but it was like weird timing and there was a dude on a bike passing but she couldn't really have been talking to him and idk i just bitched out and didn't say anything. i didn't even really see her face, think she was cute. she was in shape at least. and the other night a girl in a group said 'hello' to me too. that one was scarier cause of the group, think there might have been a dude in there. but ya bitched out that time too. anyway so nothing happened all day today, just walks, well there was that hey. and ya i'd stop to check my dating apps and reddit a bit and this guy was chirping me a little bit in the comments on here and honestly it made me a bit frustrated then i was walking back to my car there was a fucking homeless guy shining his cellphone flash light into my car, looking for shit to steal, so i yelled at him a bit. obv i don't keep anything of value in my car for that very reason. point is i was like tired and flustered and just said fuck it i'm going to talk to some girls cause the anxiety is outweighed by the annoyance right now. i made a post yesterday about how my anxiety has been high. sooo ya i moved my car and went back out walking, and actually talked to two girls! one was passing like face to face and i said hi she said hello. retard: how's your night going? her: goood you? r: not baaaad. but this was as she was walking away, i turned to face her but she was like on the move and turning her head to respond, idk didn't quite feel right but i did it, i also couldn't really think of anything else to say in the moment lol so i just kept it moving. walked a bit more. saw another cutie, said 'hey' but this one just ignored me. looked at me, then at her phone and kept walking. but i was happy with that even lolol they were both really cute. but by that time i was really tired from touring around all day. i have a giant-ass blister on the ball of my right foot. think i said 'hi' to a girl friday laate night/early saturday morning, prolly like 5 am ha and i got a 'hello' back with a crack in her voice. but ya was a bitch and just kept walking again. and ya idk those are my meager interactions that happened lately. i was really happy about the last two, even the girl that ignored me, and happy enough that a couple gals tried to open with me kindaon other nights, but i bitched out lol so idk what are your thought? i'm pretty proud of myself for setting a toe out of my comfort zone hahathought? feel free to call me an idiot, as clearly i am one. feelings kinda good and confident right now. maybe that'll change tomorrow haha but hey i did the thing.

peace out and good luck yall