There are guys I know I feel inferior to. It botheres me as it ruins my game around the girls I like when they're around, even though I have the potential to be the center of the conversation, if things didn't mess with my head. It's not just jealousy because of their high SMV, it's also my low self esteem, and a lot of time I feel very good in my skin, but a lot of things can tip the balance and I get mood swings. It's like I can be two polar opposites, one being depressed, moody and agressive, while the other one is outgoing, flirty and charming. I've been struggling with this as far as I can remember and as you can tell it doesn't really help while progressing towards a better me. Help?