I am a low SMW male whom is physically handicapped. She was a low SMV virgin. From the beginning I was turned off to the idea of an LTR with this woman, but she was very into the idea of sex so I rolled with that on that basis. We were each others exclusive partners for 7 months.

I'm not kidding when I say every single time we hung out from the first time we were sexual in some way. When she was on her period, it was enthusiastic blowjob time. When she got off of it, lookout, she was begging to take her panties off.

Anyways fast forward to about 2 months ago I broke it off with her. She was getting clingy and dropped the "I'm getting feelings" talk for the second time. I was developing attachment and feelings as well, but I still realized an LTR with her is not what I'm looking for because of her life situation.

There are many aspects about her that make me okay with an LTR. I can't help but question whether I broke it off is because of my own ego.

I am probably going through sex withdrawal and I want to contact her again. Oneitis is strong.